Fast Love and Unexpected Turn || Brian May x Reader

Chapter 3 - Did You Just?

Word Count - 3614
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-WARNING- Underage touching / smut?
Skip to the end of da chapter if ya feel uncomfortable);
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15th of February 1965
"B-Brian... please don't leave me... please don't go. I need you Bri- I need you." You whispered up to him and smiled.

He just shook his head and body to get you of him. "I'm sorry (Y/N)... this was a mistake." He didn't even look back at you. He just left you all alone in your room and closed the door behind him right in your face. You were so confused and opened the door to follow him down the hallway. "BRIAN WAIT!!" You yelled after him but he just walked even quicker down the hall. Brian had pretty long legs so that made it harder for you to catch up on him since you were very short and small compared to him.
He was already downstairs by the time you came to them. You ran down the stairs as fast as you could and heard the front door slam shut. You cried as you ran to the front door and quickly opened it. You saw Brian walking out of the carport and you hurried over to him.
"(Y/N) please... don't..." he said and hushed you away with his hand.

"Brian! It's fine! I want you just as much as you want me!" You screamed and he just kept walking down the road. By that time it began raining heavily and both of you got extremely wet.

You ran over to him "please! Look at me Bri!" You begged him and he turned around. He looked down at you and rolled his eyes. "Is this good enough for you?" He said with an annoyed voice and you once again were confused. "Brian... why-" he stopped you by putting a finger on your mouth and said "please don't... I just need some time alone okay?" "NO BRIAN IT'S NOT OKAY!!" He looked shocked at your sudden scream and let you continue the outburst. "Why would you kiss me so passionate- if- IF YOU DON'T EVEN CARE AND JUST L-LEAVE ME RIGHT AFTER TRYING TO GET LAID WITH ME!"
He cut your screams right there and then.

"OF COURSE I CARE (Y/N)!! I JUST- I just... felt very embarrassed and miserable because you didn't want to do it and I was so fucking hard! I even showed you myself and you just stopped me! You don't even know how shit like it felt when the most wonderful and beautiful girl doesn't want you and you already feel like the ugliest and most unattractive boy ever..." you could see how broken he was by his facial expression. "Oh my- Bri... I'm so sorry. I didn't even try to understand why you were acting up!" You apologized and he just nodded. "It's alright." He said and broke eye contact with you.

You put a hand on his cheek and pulled him down to you so you could taste his perfect soft lips once again. His eyes opened widely by surprise and then you pulled him even closer using your other hand to get a grip of the back of his short haired head. He broke the kiss and couldn't stop smiling at you. "Wow-" he looked at you. "Again I am sorry Brian. I didn't mean to upset you. You know... I just... I want my first time to be special." You said and smiled shyly at him then he smiled back. "Yeah I know. I'm sorry too... I didn't mean to be too straightforward with you-" He apologized and you quickly pecked his lips. "Don't. Don't apologize Bri." You said and pulled him down to you once again. He was so lovely and you just wanted everything from him.

Brian thought about it and the more he thought about it the more it was making sense. It killed him that you had just met each other the month prior. He loved you and wanted everything from you. But he also knew that loving you made him wait. He weirdly felt desperate, he wasn't but it sounded like it when he thought it through. He was willing to wait an eternity for you. He loved you and he wanted to tell you. But he wasn't sure of your feelings because you had already turned him down once.

"(Y/N)... I- need to tell you something." Brian said and took your hand in his as it started raining. You looked up and smiled at the lovely boy in front of you. He was so beautiful and handsome. "Uhm- (Y/N)? Are you listening?" You snapped out of your thoughts and pecked his cheek. "Yes, sorry Bri! I uhh- I just zoned out. What were you going to tell me?" You asked and hugged him. He smiled and hugged back then said "well I- uhh... I just... I-" you stopped him right there and smacked your lips on his. "You don't have to tell me Bri" you said while kissing him ever so passionately. He began kissing you even more passionate than you had kissed him and then he pressed you against a road lamp. You jumped up on him and wrapped your legs around his waist.
You could feel him through all the layers of clothing getting hard. You got uncomfortably wet, you wanted him. But you knew your place.