Chapter 5 - Why are you here?

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A/N ~ Trigger warning? A bit angst as well );
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Word Count - 717 (omg, shortest chapter in history)
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A few months later. You were heading home after class. So you walked out to the schoolyard and to your surprise someone took you from behind. Then the person dragged you to a small place where no one could find the two of you. You turned around and saw Nick. "Uhm excuse me? Why did you have to drag me over here Mr. Jackson?" You asked very confused. You looked around to see if there were anyone but there weren't anyone there at all. Nick grabbed you by your waist and pulled you close to him. He weren't as tall as Brian but still much taller than you so you still needed to look up at him. He moved forward and you tried to push him off you but he was too strong.

"What the heck are you doing Mr. Jackson?!" You screeched and he just smirked. He thought you extremely cute and he wanted you so desperately. "Please- I already told you to call me Nick" he winked at you. You rolled your eyes and put your hands at his chest to push him off again. You tried to move but he had you. He took a hold of your chin and then he leaned down to peck your lips. He wanted to taste those beautiful soft lips of yours. And he did. He smacked his lips onto yours and you tried to get out of it. But he was too strong and he pressed you against him even closer every time you tried to get out of his grip. So you gave up and let him kiss you even though you hated it. His lips were salty and tasted like shit. Literally.

Brian walked past the place where you were and saw Nick. He wasn't sure what was happening so he went over to peek on Nick. When he saw you and Nick kiss he gasped and felt so deeply betrayed by you. He got so angry that he ran over to the two of you and yelled "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! (Y/N) HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?!"
Nick stopped kissing you and you began to cry. You ran over to Brian with tears falling down your cheeks. "Bri! I've never been more happy to see someone my hole life!" You cried out and hugged him as hard as you could. Nick just watched the two of you and got really confused.

"Eww! Don't touch me!" Brian pulled you off him looking very disgusted. "W-what?" You asked and wiped tears away from your eyes. You were even more confused than Nick and tried to stop crying. "You fucking kissed that bastard!" Brian shouted and pointed at Nick. "B-Bri- I didn't-" you sobbed "don't you dare Bri me! Leave! I don't want to see your face EVER again! I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU!" Brian screamed in anger, those words stung to your heart, they broke you, you felt tears well up in your eyes. Then Brian went over to Nick and punched his fist as hard as he could into Nick's pretty face. Nick screamed in pain and anger "WHAT THE FUCK! She kissed me she's a slut! Why would you punch me?!" Brian looked at Nick then at you. "I- I thought you started Nick... I'm sorry man... (Y/N) I'm very disappointed in you." He said and walked off. Brian clearly believed in every word Nick had said. You cried and hurried home.
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When you came home you headed up to your bedroom and locked yourself in it. You cried harder than you had ever cried before.
Maybe if I hadn't sucked Brian in February he wouldn't have believed Nick? Maybe if I had screamed more and didn't let Nick kiss me... then Brian would've helped me? Those thoughts kept haunting you. You were a huge disappointment in Brian's eyes. Brian will never forgive you. Never forgive you. The thought of Brian made you cry even more. You liked Brian so much and a life without him wouldn't be worth living. A life without Brian is not worth living. You thought for yourself "no- a life without Brian is really not worth living." You said.
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