Chapter 28: Blue

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Natalia's POV

It's a classic "me" mistake
Someone gives me love and I throw it all away
Tell me have I gone insane?
Talkin' to myself but I don't know what to say

'Cause you let go
And now I'm holdin' on
I guess you don't know what you got
Until it's gone

Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, and I do, and I do, and I do, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody

So don't tell me it's too late
Hearts are made to bend, baby, please don't let me break, yeah
I knew I should've stayed
'Cause now you're movin' on and I don't know what to say

'Cause you let go (yeah, you let go)
And now I'm holdin' on (I'm holdin' on)
I guess you don't know what you got
Until it's gone

Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, and I do, and I do, and I do, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody

Sometimes you gotta lose somebody, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody, yeah

Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, and I do, and I do, and I do, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody
Just to find out you really love someone
Oh-oh, yeah
Sometimes you gotta lose somebody

Ooh
Ooh
You gotta lose some
You gotta lose somebody

I've been listening to this song by Kygo and One Republic. Maybe I'll get numb? Before Katie's Birthday? So I'm not going to get hurt no matter what I witness there.

And the party will start in 2 hours...

Taylor's POV

Katie's party has already started. And now's my time to shine!

I'm kidding. I'm actually nervous to sing in front of all these people. But that's not the only thing that makes me nervous right now.

That fact that I know that I'm going to have Katie's answer later made me want to run in the nearest cliff and jump while shouting "I DON'T WANT TO DIE!" yeah ironic I know.

But this whole situation is making me crazy. And Natalia's also here. She invited us on her birthday so we don't have any reason to not invite her.

And it's not like it's a bad thing.

... I hope not?

When I heard the emcee announced my name, I thought there was an earthquake because everything is shaking.

Then I realized that I'm the only one who's shaking while everybody is sitting there, doing their thing, minding their own business, and just chilling.

I need to relax or I'll ruin this. I think I've had enough practice yesterday to pull this off.

Breath in.

>~<

Breath out.

>o<

The song that I will sing is "Baby Blue Eyes" by A Rocket To The Moon.

Eh, ironic since both Nat and Kat have blue eyes...

And the song was in third person so I changed it a bit since Kat will be on the stage with me, sitting on a well decorated chair that fits her in her HUGE gown...

I started strumming my guitar...

I closed my eyes before I sang the first word of the song...

My eyes are no good, blind without you
The way you moves, I never doubt you
When you talks, you somehow creeps into my dreams

I opened my eye and looked at her...

You're a doll, a catch, a winner
I'm in love and no beginner
Could ever grasp or understand just what you means

I smiled at her before I sang the chorus...

Baby, baby blue eyes
Stay with me by my side
'Til the mornin', through the night
Well baby
Stand here, holdin' my sides
Close your baby blue eyes
Every moment feels right
And I may feel like a fool
But I'm the only one, dancin' with you
Oh oh oh oh

I drive you home when you can't stand
I like to think I'm a better girl
For not lettin' you do what you're been, known to do
You wears heels and you always falls
Don't let you think you're a know-it-all

I laughed a bit on that part since it was true. That's really her...

But whatever you do wrong, it seems so right
My eyes don't believe you
But my heart, swears by your

Baby, baby blue eyes
Stay with me by my side
'Til the mornin', through the night (can't get you out of my mind)
Well baby
Stand here, holdin' my sides
Close your baby blue eyes
Every moment feels right
And I may feel like a fool
But I'm the only one, dancin' with you
Oh oh oh oh
Can't get you out of mind

But this next part...

I swear, I've been there
I swear, I've done that
I'll do whatever it takes, to see those

Made me remember Natalia...

That made me confused again. I lost my smile for a second and returned it again when I remembered that I'm currently performing...

In front of her...

In front of Katie...

The girl that I chose...

Baby, baby blue eyes
Stay with me by my side
'Til the mornin', through the night (can't get you out of my mind)
Baby, stand here, holdin' my sides
Close your baby blue eyes
Every moment feels right
And I may feel like a fool
But I'm the only one, dancin' with those

Baby, baby blue eyes,
Stay with me by my side,
'Til the mornin', through the night.(can't get you out of my mind)
Baby, stand here, holdin' my sides
I'm closin' your eyes,
Every moment feels right (every moment feels right)

My eyes are no good, blind without you
The way you moves, I never doubt you
When you talks, you somehow creeps into my dreams.

And I strum the last chord...

Natalia's POV

When Taylor reached the chorus, she looks so happy. While looking at Katie.

She's happy. With Katie. Not with me.

I didn't finished the song and walked out with one phrase in mind.

I'm letting you go...

A/n: This chapter is short (it's just the lyrics that made it long) and since I didn't updated last Thursday slash Friday... here ya go!

Hope you guys enjoyed this one! We're getting into the juicy stuffs!

And I recently made other 3 books aside from this one so if you want, and if you have time, you can check that out too! Those three are all connected btw. 😉😁😂

If you're bored and have nothing to do... check that out! Love yah!😘

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