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Okay so her keeping the baby won, butttt..I wanted to try something new. Give you guys 3 different scenarios and maybe you'll change your mind on what you wannntt?? Because I dont even know if I want the baby to stay tbhh...

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Going into labor was one of the worst feelings I've ever had. First of all the embarrassment for getting water on the floor, second it's very uncomfortable. I take a deep breath as Adam runs around the house in a panic "for fucks sake take me to the hospital!" I yelp putting my hand on my knee.

The doctors rush me into a room as I take many deep breaths. They put a mask over my face that helps me clam down and the pain to decrease a little. (I have no idea how they actually do ittt) so..the 18 hours of pain and suffering begins.

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2.

Holding my baby and looking into its eyes just reminded me of all my failures. Everything I've ever done bad balled up inside of this little baby. Her skin was pink and her eyes closed tight. As the nurse came in to take her I looked up into her eyes "I'm giving her up for adoption". Her eyes widened a bit. "A-are you sure miss? The chances of you being able to change your mi-" I cut her off "I'm sure".

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3.

The nurses struggled to help the doctor "the baby cant breathe" her legs come out first, it's been hours and my body is struggling with the exhaustion. My pushes becoming weaker and weaker. "You have to push harder y/n! She will die!" Adam yells to me in a panic his face serious and concerned. "I'm trying!" I scream "my body feels numb" I push so hard my nose starts to bleed but..it was to late..

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This chapter is short and not the best I knoww..my ADHD hit hard on this one lol I couldnt focus or stay still at all writing this. Thank you for all the support and sweet comments it really helped me. You guys are family to me and I love each and every one of you

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