You were both my night and day
My warmth and coldness
My sun and my moon
My light and darkness
You filled me with words I hold unto
You feed me with hopes
You push me to do the things I doubted I can
And you made me believe you'll always be there
You spoiled me with your presence
I was used of you being by my side
Always there to give,
Her glowing smile and proudest hug
But you...
Left me with no words
I felt the need to puke every hopes I swallowed
Because the things I enjoyed doing, felt like heavy work now
You were both my night and day
But the weather is no fine at all
The rain poured the moment you disappeared
And it never stop 'till then
I'm desperately hoping it'll end soon
I miss the warmth of the day
The warmth I felt when you calls my name
The cold breeze of the night
The feeling you unconsciously planted in me when your cold eyes met mine
I miss the days I can still see you
The days I can always go to you and talk about how's my day
But then, the weather isn't good
It keeps on raining
And the thoughts are drowning me
So I dance under the rain
I dance as I let my tears flow from my dull eyes
I dance with my broken leg
And I dance with this wrecked heart of mine
Why did you left me without a goodbye?
I can barely live right now
I don't know what time is it
Is it day or night, I have no idea
I'm just here, under the pouring rain
Dancing my feet with the beat of raindrops
Drowning myself to squeeze a word out of my head
I sang a lullaby out of this poem
Hoping if I'll continue to do so, you will hear me
You'll come back and I will remember the time once again
Because...
You were both my night and day
But I still
Don't know what time it is.
