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F O U R

"Namjoon" He heard from behind to see the slim young girl he grew to love

" Rosé " He says as he holds his arms out as he jumps into them

"I can't believe you are leaving. You're leaving me" She says as she pulls him closer to her as her face nuzzle his neck making me smile at her cute gesture

"It'll only be two more years till you join me in Uni" He says as she groans

"But that's so far, you better not look at any girls while you are there. I love you and you love me" She says sternly as Namjoon pats her hair down

"You know I'll never look at any girl like I look at you"
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Namjoon
At least I was truthful with that. No girl I would ever look at the way I look at Rosé . Why couldn't she see that? It was clear that I love her so why does it bother her where I get pleasure from.

"I see that frustrated look all too familiar. Does that mean you and Rosé  haven't resolved anything" I hear to see Yoongi along with Hoseok who gave me a sad smile

"We are on a break still" I say clearing my throat and straighten my posture. It does make me look sulken

"I'm sure she'll come around" Hoseok says as they take seats next to me

"Yeah, she just needs some time and I'll give it to her. This is just a first she ever didnt come back with me" I say quite surprise at her fighting back with me

"She's probably just to confused on how to feel. It happens. I'm sure she loves you still" Hoseok says as I nod feeling a bit more reassured

"She does. She always has" I say as Hoseok nods happily

"It seems you are trying to convince yourself that" Yoongi says softly

"What do you mean" I say keeping calm but inside I felt that need to be offended and let him know

"It's obvious Rosé done with you, I mean that's what I felt when I saw her talking to you." Yoongi says so nonchalantly making my eyes slightly widen as Hoseok laughs

"Yoongi don't discourage him. Rosé is his love. We should root for them" Hoseok says nervously as Yoongi shrugs

"I'm just saying. I mean how much did you expect Rosé to take from you. I think anyone would get tired of what you do." Yoongi says moving his hand around

"Rosé and I knew eachother for so long. She isn't gonna leave all our memories behind. She is someone who lives to collect them." I say sure that I was right as Yoongi shrugs at what I say

"If you say so. But letting you know people now know she's single and I've already heard the line of guys waiting to ask her out" He says as my jaw tightens at this

"It's not like she'll agree. She isn't into just anyone" I said. Knowing Rosé she has high standards, and those standards are me.

"Well she dated you didn't she. I'll say her standards aren't that high" He says in an unbothered tone that made me angry. But I knew it would be best to not showcase it.

"Yoongi, why are you talking like this. Namjoon is our friend haha" Hoseok laughs off while diverting his eyes onto his laptop to avoid eye contact.

"I'm just saying" He shrugs and turn his attention onto his laptop now. Wasn't it Yoongi who told Rosé where I was. If he didn't do that we wouldn't be fighting for this long

"Now that I think of it wasnt it you who told Rosé where I was? Why'd you do that" I ask as he shrugs at what I'm saying making me angry. Stay calm I say inside.

"Wahh Yoongi why would you do that. You know how is Namjoon at parties" Hoseok says to him as he sighs

"Rosé and I are in the same class and every break you guys have. She looks dead. It sad seeing her so drained while you go have fun and whore around." He says as I roll my eyes

"Whore around? Like you're a saint. I saw you leave with two girls literally last night" I say as he nods

"Yeah but I'm single and not committed to anyone. If it were that case I wouldn't be sleeping around" He says making me scoff

"But still you shouldn't have told her where I was. If you know how sad she could get you should've known her seeing me with someone will upset her even worse." I said glaring at him as he just looks unbothered by what I'm saying

"Might as well save her from getting more hurt from you." he says as Hoseok laughs nervously

"Enough guys, we're friends here. I'm sure there were good intentions somewhere in this" He says smiling like he was trying really hard to lighten the mood but I was too angry at this point. It was literally his fault that Rosé and I aren't together now. Is there a reason why? Does he like her? He must be joking if he thinks Rosé would date someone like him. He's worst than me

"Look here dude I'm not looking to fight. I'm here to do our paper" He says

"How can you sit there with no remorse that you just ruin my relationship" I said as I watch him type and not give me any attention before looking me in the eye

"I thought you said you guys will get back together no matter what. Why does what I say bother you? If she still hasn't gone back to you, her feelings must've changed. So can you really say I was the one who ruin your relationship?" He says with a cold look. Hearing him say this confused me more than I was in the beginning. Was this how she was feeling? Did she want to breakup after all? Does she hate me? She couldn't, could she?

Yoongi took notice of my frustrated look as Hoseok pats my back

"How about you firstly apologize. I bet you haven't done that cause you think you didn't do anything wrong but deep down you do but don't want to admit it." He says

"And stop cheating on her. No matter how many times you say break. You can't just call a break just so you could sleep with someone and go back to her." He adds as I sigh

I don't know if I wanna give up having fun in college. But I do love Rosé but it isn't fun when we hardly see each other and can't be with each other for certain things cause she has to study. I know she is someone I want to be with in the future but now? Just being with her only is something I don't want as of now. I have needs and it isn't selfish for myself to have these needs

"By how long you are taking to reply, I'm gonna guess you aren't agreeing" Yoongi says as I stay quiet making his sigh

"Namjoon, I mean if you really want Rosé back, you should care a bit more about her" Hoseok says with a look that said he felt bad

"I do care about her. I always have. I just don't think it matters who I sleep with. Like I care and love her and she knows that" I say frustrated as I try to connect these two where they can work

"You know what, just do what you want then. I hope things go well in the end, now let's work. All this talk is tiring for me" Yoongi says as he rubs his eyes and I could tell in that split moment he was annoyed but I couldn't really care

"Yeah let's stop talking yeah, let's work" Hoseok says cheerfully clapping his hands

I nod at this but couldn't help but look at Yoongi to see him working as if nothing was around him. He was always quiet like this. Nothing much but a chill person to be around. So why do I feel so wary around him now?

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I know I said coming soon, but I forgot to post this lol. So here I am one month later. Sorry about that and hope you like it!