Save & Kill Classroom

Chapter 13: Time For a Secret Exposed Period 1

Itona's POV

[Warning: Angst coming up soon]

Now as all of us left, I went into my room and helplessly fell into my bed.

I was tired.

Tired of the new life I had to live along with.

And I wondered: Did (Y/N) know her previous life before the killing game?

I couldn't really think of a memory of me being with her that much, although I was sure I would recover my memory back.

Then the vivid memories flowed back.

(Play: Deathly Loneliness Attacks sang by Mafumafu. The song above is not from Mafumafu, but a great music video. Enjoy!)

tekitou no ikite mo iki was tsuzuku

(You'll breathe on, even if you just live just doing whatever works)

dareka ni yorikakari ikite iru

(Living depending on someone else)

sasae ga kiete mo iki ga tsuzuku

(Even if your support disappears, you'll continue to breathe)

tsugi no yoridokoro ni mi o yoseru

(Becoming dependent on the the next thing)

I was bullied from a young age at 6th grade because of my emotionless, stoic face.

I hated that face, but emotions would never rise up on it.

I hated my life.

I hated the world.

I hated people.

I hated my parents.

I hated everything.

But then a new transfer students came.

And she somehow was sitting in the table next to me.

And it seemed like my life was clinking on her like an anchor.

tsukaisute jimita tsunagari to ka

(My throwaway connections)

sono ba kagiri no kankei da to ka

(And relationships that only exist at the right time and the right place)

nanika ga chigau to nageitemite

(Even if I try to lament, saying "something's not quite right")

nani mo wakarazu ni irun datte

(I remain understanding nothing)

Because she was always getting friendly with me, she became infamous.

And I knew bullies would pick on her.

They might even beat her up like what she did to me.

And I was worried-- worried if she found the truth about me.

And that day came.

dare ga nani to ittatte

(Whatever anyone might say)

boku wa zutto konnan de

(I'll always be like this)

kireta enishi no haji ni

(I cast down my eyes)

me o fuseta no

(Beside all of my severed bonds)