I walked over to the door and opened it "uhh josh" I said "can I come in" he sounded sad I moved so he could come in, I shut the door and cleaned the popcorn while he began to talk "I-i broke up with nessa" I finished cleaning and hugged him "I'm sorry" he looked me in the eyes "you don't have to be sorry the reason I broke up with her is..." I looked confused "because I like you, Cassidy I have since I met you I mean look at you your so beautiful you may be 'different' but that's why I like you" I looked down "josh I-" I looked down "I'm sorry I'll j-just go"he looked like he was gonna cry "I-i like you to b-but I can't I have to find my solemate what if I'm dating you and we get to attached that we are both heartbroken when I find him" I told him he just got up and walked out I sat there thinking I do really like him but I can't date him, ugh. I ended up falling asleep
~The next day~ I woke up and done my routine, I changed and took my pills for anxiety and my other problems
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I walked downstairs and decided to skip breakfast since I'm supposed to be doing a meet and greet
~Time skip~ I finally made it, I waited for fans to arrive and they where all so nice "OMG I LOVE YOU" I saw a girl in the crowd shout "I LOVE YOU MORE" I pointed at her and everyone screamed and laughed "omg you guys are so nice and cute" they all screamed at my compliment "CAN YOU SING A SONG?!" someone in the crowd asked "ofc what's your name" I asked?! "Nicole" she replied "we'll Nicole get your little bit up here" I said she looked like she was gonna faint "OMG" she ran into the stage and I hugged her "okay so guys I'm gonna sing a song I've been working on" they screamed again, i asked someone to turn the lights out and everyone put their torches in the air and swayed side to side (Ik She doesn't sing this song but in this she dose) "so can someone record this and I'll give you my number to send it to me because this is for my sister avani" I saw everyone change there torch to camera avani is also moving to Florida.....(with the torch on to if that makes sense) "I LOVE YOU AVANI, EVEN IF YOUR A BITCH SOMETIMES IM GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH" they played the music and I sang
"I'm by your side..." I sang the last lyric and began to cry I'm gonna miss her the turnt the lights on "i-i can I have a break please" they all looked in awe as my manager nodded "t-thanks, sorry guys I'll be back soon" I walked outside and felt light headed I saw fans walking by and taking videos of me, I dropped to my knees and started shaking, I could hear but I couldn't talk,move or feel I heard my manger on the phone to the ambulance when everything went silent
~hospital~ I woke up with josh next to me holding my hand so I squeezed it "h-hey Richards!" he looked up and had a wide smile "hey buddy!" He replied "j-josh check my arm are the words red?!" I asked "no neither are mine!" he told me and hugged me "so we can be together after a-" I cut him of with a kiss he kissed back "get a room" avani walked in "VANI" she came over and hugged me "i thought you left" josh went to get a doctor "I couldn't leave when your in the hospital" she told me I laughed "I saw your song all your fans posted it" she looked like she was gonna cry "not again she cried for so long when she listened to it" "chase said I just laughed "typical avani" I said "look I'm sorry for being so rude when we first met" he apologised "it's cool we fine" I told him, the doctor walked in "so cassidina it looks like you have had an overdose on all your pills, how many did you take?!" He asked "2 of each" I told him "no no no your supposed to take one of each since you have three different pills you need to take, anyway since it's nothing that bad you can change and leave when your ready" I nodded and went to change, I came out and called my manager to organise another meet and greet since it's only 2pm
A/n so I will be posting the next part to this tomorrow, a chapter of emotionless tomorrow and let me know if you want a book about two different supernatural species that fall in love buts it's forbidden since there so 'different' PLEASE follow me so I can just make announcements instead of doing a this, go check out my new storys to andddddddddd
