My Housemate | Yeonbin ✓

15 [Sex-ed]

*Basically a cringey- chap of second-hand embarrassment and gay sex-ed, skip if you're uncomfortable, but then carry on if you wanna know how gay-sex works*

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"I have a question."

Yeonjun looked up from the chess board, a skeptical look on his face. "Yes?"

But only now that he opened his mouth Soobin was not so sure anymore why he wanted to ask that question in the first place or why the hell it was even relevant, but the thought just popped up in his mind like that and would not leave him alone.

Probably all the wine they always drank when playing chess, or maybe it was also all the cigarette smoke fogging up his mind. His mouth suddenly felt dry and he quickly reached for his own wine glass, taking a sip to get some moisture back into his mouth.

This was probably a bad idea, but then again he and Yeonjun had become such close friends in such a short period of time so maybe he was really just overthinking this whole thing.

"Uhm, it's maybe a bit weird, but uh, do gay guys or queer guys in general make a big deal out of dick sizes, too? Or is it just something some women are concerned about?"

Okay, that question was stupid. He realized that as soon as Yeonjun nearly choked on his wine, mid-sip and then stared at him with disbelief in his eyes.

"You really are something else, way to go to decide on a small talk topic. Are you trying to distract me so I don't win this round, because your queen over there isn't looking that good?"

"Why, is it working?"

Yeonjun cracked a grin. "A bit, yes."

A moment of silence.

"Do you really wanna know?"

He shrugged. "If you don't mind talking about it then yeah."

Another grin. "I'm a gay man, obviously I like talking about dicks." Yeonjun put the wine glass down.

"Okay, dicks and gay guys is kind of a problem, or like a huge thing for some reason. You know how guys often want validation that their cock is big? It's kind of an ego thing for most men and if you think it's bad with straight guys, queer guys are even worse sometimes, because since they are dating men it's apparently even more important to them since a lot of men compare themselves to their partners."

"I swear I had guys that bragged about how big their cocks are and then their cock wasn't even average size, which isn't really a huge problem for me, as long as the dick isn't too small that it slips out when I bottom and it hits my prostate I'm game."

"Most of the time dudes with smaller or average sized cocks are better in bed than guys with big dicks anyways. The problem with those men is that they think 'oh my dick is big it will be enough alone to get my partner off', but all they do is jack-hammer away and it doesn't feel good."

"You can't just stick your dick into someone and that's it -- you have to figure out what they like, the rhythm, the angle, everything. It's frustrating how bad people can sometimes be and most of the time I must do all the work just because they are too stupid to work with their dick properly."

"If they are too big by the way, it doesn't feel good either, but hurts and not in a 'I'm a masochist and I like pain', but in a 'I seriously won't be able to sit for a week and won't be able to use the restroom even longer' kind of pain and that isn't fun at all and sadly that can happen pretty fast because many guys are too impatient to prep their partner properly and don't get me started on blowjobs!"

"Like, it's obviously easier to suck smaller cocks, but I would be lying if I said I didn't love to suck bigger dicks, but really big dicks? Have fun choking on it and not even getting half of it down."

"So anyways, long story short -- it's probably how it is with straight couples and women. Some care a lot about the dick size some don't. I could have probably said that in the beginning -- God you must think I'm a dick maniac or something."

Uh...that was a lot to take in.

"Uhm, not really. I mean straight guys kinda talk like that about boobs or asses or pussy--so why shouldn't you talk about dicks? Especially if it's such a mess, but I am a bit confused?"

"Confused?"

Soobin gulped, suddenly a bit shy. "Yeah, is it okay if I ask questions?"

"You can ask whatever you want, Soobin.", a small smile graced his lips. "So, what do you want to know?"

"You said something with you bottoming? What's that?"

The small smile suddenly spread into a grin and Yeonjun snorted. "Basically, it is who gives and who receives, you know? The person who does the fucking is called 'top' and the person who gets fucked is the 'bottom' -- some guys are tops, some are bottoms and some are 'versatile' or short, 'vers' --that means they like both."

Soobin suddenly felt hot around the collar and he nervously looked down at the chess board, twirling one of the figures. Did that mean Yeonjun was a bottom? Was that rude to ask? Was it okay to ask? Yeonjun did say he could ask whatever he wanted to ask, but did that also include this?

"I'm vers, by the way." His eyes snapped up to his roommate, who just laughed at him again. "You looked like you wanted to know so I spare you the awkwardness of gathering all your courage to ask me about it." -- Yeonjun downed the last of his wine before he reached out for the wine bottle to his left and poured him another glass.

"Any more questions?" -- he put the wine bottle down again and lightened a cigarette, before taking another sip of the glass.

Soobin still felt a bit hot under the collar and decided to do the same as Yeonjun while pretending to think about a question -- pouring a new glass and lightening another cigarette.

Smoke filled his mouth and he felt the familiar burn in his lungs beforehand exhaled the smoke. "How did you know you were vers? I mean --there probably are a ton of terrible stereotypes about this, but I never try to think of those and up until now I didn't even really think about what you would like, not that it is any of my concern."

"Which is good, because most of these stereotypes are bullshit--though I have to say that there sometimes is some truth to it. Sometimes you see a guy and you can just tell he is a top or a bottom."

"Some are really obvious about it like--so many guys who are tops have this god like complex that just because someone bottoms they will immediately fall to their knees for them, which is just--no pun intended--a pain in the ass to say the least. About how I figured it out? Well..", Yeonjun trailed off for a moment simply smirking at Soobin while letting his tongue run over his upper lip.

"Sometimes you just want to fuck someone really bad and sometimes you just want them to fuck you."

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Uhmm.. did you like/hate/cringe the chap??

I seriously want the Earth to swallow me now 😶😶

But on a second note, if anyone didn't know how gay-sex worked, I think this kinda helped you, and well a little is left out for the nxt chap 😉