i feel bad

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ryan pov:

after i heard what lizzy said,i felt so sad,i feel like crying but i know it very embarrassing crying in front of so many people.i instead cry in my bed-put my head on my pillow. megan come in and asked me what happened

nothing i said

how is there nothing,u crying so much and your eyes are so red she said a bit loudly

i..i got heartbroken

by who

of course by a girl

she now get all excited and excitedly asked me who

cookie

u mean that pink shirt jacket girl with a cookie at the back on her jacket megan asked me

yea,

how could she

its fine,she hate me anyway,even if i like her,she would reject me

but u should should at least try to talk to her still

i dont care i said shouting making my parent come and asked us what happened,megan told them everything and calmed me down.then they said a few words and also said that i do not need to go to school tomorrow.

when i returned to school,the first person i saw is cookie but i did not look at her one bit as i still upset.cookie realized it and stared at lizzy. i walked in,cookie called me but i didnt say anything.

i just waited in the classroom,until the teacher came but before that cookie keep calling my name but i would not answer when more people came.cookie still continued calling my name and everyone is looking at cookie and Tina is staring at cookie but did not say anything i think because she scared teacher would scold her again for shouting.during lunch,when i used to sit with cookie alone.i sit with Goldy and unicornmann,they are happy that i back but asked me why out of curiosity and i told them the reason why.they say i should checked with cookie and i did.i go and went to tina table and asked can i talk to u cookie for a moment

sure cookie said

no,cookie u sit down if u have anything to tell her u must tell me first

ryan hold my hand again and pull me to a private place.

i put on a brave front even though i know i holding my crush hand.

we at the garden and i asked cookie so is the word lizzy said is true do u hang out with me because u got no one to hang out to y do u hate me huh

uhh the word lizzy said may or not be true,u see i hang out with u secretly because i think u are fun and easy to talk to and in the other hand i still have anger as umm i..i tell u i like tina i thought u stealing her from me

what,u like girls

shhhh,i do not like boys so i have no choice but to like girl so i chose tina as she my bff

oh,ok cookie y do u hate boys 

promise u would not tell anyone,ryan actually have two ex boyfriend.one is called austin and one is called saber.saber is bad guy and such a pervert. austin is such a great guy but have to break up*though we talk on the phone once a week.

wait,so u never tell anyone about this

3rd person pov

cookie started to cry,i wrap my hand around her and she lay on my shoulder .tina is trying to find ryan and cookie.when she saw them doing a thing she dont really like.she cant hold it in any longer and feel and screaming and when she going to shout.lizzy try to solve the situation.

tina,ryan just comforting cookie lizzy said cant you see 

yea but there better way to calm someone down

true but it their way and let them stay that way,it just classmate to classmate if u cry t ryan would do the same thing to u hopefully

maybe.

ryan pov

a few minute later,cookie stopped crying and said sorry

u dont need to said sorry its fine

after school,lizzy come to me,i think she feel extremely bad for lying to me and stuff

ryan,i sorry that i lied to u but i got something to tell u that is true 1st the reason i lied is lizzy stopped for a moment and said i...i

u what i think for a moment before saying what do u have feeling for me

what how do u know lizzy screamed and blush dust across her cheek

well,a random guess umm lizzy HOW IN THE FRICKIN WORLD WOULD U LIKE A GUY LIKE ME,I THOUGH U NOT INTO BOYS AND THOUGH BOYS ARE A WASTE OF TIME.

true,but i just a small crush on u,the reason i never tell u for years is because i very focused on studying the whole time.

ok.ok calm down 5...4...3...2...1 so any more things to tell me

yea there 1 more thing,cookie doesnt hate u,she..........

sorry for the cliffhanger(not sorry at all xd)

stay tune of the next chapter and hope u enjoy this chapter.any suggestion for the book write down in description and i want to say thank u for logoLB_clockwork for the art and commenting on the book






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