𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚂𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚢- Bakugo X reader Songfic

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I need to stop making just "Bakugo X Reader" But i have seriouse feeeeels for the man. im sorry....... on my Bnha lemons and fluffs book im working on a kirishima X Reader fluff about a sleep over...... sooooo just wait

𝐒𝗼𝐧𝐠: 𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐛𝐲 𝐌𝐱𝗺𝐭𝗼𝗼𝐧

𝐈𝗺 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝗼𝐮,
𝐈𝗺 𝐬𝗺𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝗼𝐮
𝐈𝐝 𝐝𝗼 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐅𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝗼𝐮, 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝗼𝐮

Bakugo katsuki. Ever since I started at U.A high, ive had a hopeless crush on him. Like, its actually hopeless. Because he will probobly never like me. Dont get me wrong, were pretty good friends... But nothing more. He told me he thinks love is a big waste of time.

My life isnt that great. Im Y/N L/N. Im in class 1-A at U.A high. Im usually never happy. My mom and dad arent around often so i spend a lot of time alone. I got bullied a lot in elementary and middle school. I had about 2 friends. but when they didnt get into U.A i was devastated that i had to start from the beginning... lonely. I knew i was very likely to get bullied. I mean, why would I? Ive been bullied my whole life, what makes you think it would stop now?

The only reason i live, is because of bakugo. He makes me happy. I smile for him. Im living for him. I would do anything for him.

𝐈𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝗼𝐮
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝗺𝐞
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐬𝐭𝗼𝐩
𝐬𝗼 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝗺𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞...

He was the reason i wake up, the reason i go to school, the reason i laugh, the reason i try... But it will never get past that. just friends. Whats the point in liking someone, if there not gonna like you back? Thats just it... ive tried drowning my feelings for him, knowing that its just gonna hurt even more if i continue... but i cant. But i need to... i need to get rid of these feelings... if i want to be a good hero, i need to let this go. i need it to stop.
Maybe if i told him...

𝐈𝗺 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐝
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝗺 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝗼𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝗺
𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐥𝗼𝐰𝐥𝐲...

Today i think i will confess. then maybe my feeling will die down and eventually go away. dear bakugo, i have had strong feelings for you ever since i met you here at U.A. Ive been living a lie. Im not the happy girl you know. the truth is under that smile... im always sad... and at home... im always lonely. But i NEED to tell you i love you... I understand if the feelings are one sided...
-From Y/N L/N

I read the letter back to myself... and crumbled it up.
What if this ruined our relatioship as friends... what if he changes his mind about our friendship... I cant. i cant tell him. i could NEVER tell him. its killing me. Bakugo is killing me. Slowly and painfully.

𝐂𝐥𝗼𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝗼𝗼𝐫𝐬
𝐥𝗼𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧
𝐧𝗼 𝐤𝐞𝐲𝐬
𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧
𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝗼 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞...
𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐬𝐭𝗼𝐩,
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝗼 𝗼𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭
𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥
𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥

I thought about my decision. I wanted to tell him but... if i did there could be consequinces. i cant risk that. I need to accept my feelings. so i will lock them behind doors. i will throw away the keys. There is no way to prevent this. there is no ease.

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