I don't even wanna think about it before we meet.
we were both so full of regret,
Over People that we met,
Cause guys only cared about making you wet,
Instead of asking you your dreams to help you get.
Instead your passion they rather have you forget.
Thinking you were only good for sex, til they were done then you moved on to who ever was next,
For me as i was at war with my ex,
And Thanks to them i thought women were worthless at their best,
Cause when it came to love I was the one who was always paying
So i started to ignore everything that god was saying,
Only time I saw my kids was when i was sleeping
Started to get to the point I hated every thought i was thinking,
So i started drinking to block out everything i was thinking
Drinking so much i felt like i was sinking,
So I Started smoking rocks getting high so i could numb how I felt inside,
Thinking the only time I could see my kids was watching over them on the other side.
So I hit that glass and wore that mask hoping the high would last so i can put that pain in my past,
Like how guys chased after you cause they want a piece of ass,
And you gave it up cause you gave up looking for a love that will last,
Comparing every guy you meet to the ones from your past,
Pushing you into things that you wish you could forget.
And they leave as soon as they get it,
Making you think your worth isn't even worth it,
But i promise you that your more than what you believe,
You're more beautiful than what those lame guys couldn't see.
You was broken just like me, til we helped each other break free from a pain that refused to leave,
Since then life hasn't been the same,
We invaded each other's brain and took away that pain that made us feel numb in a way.
Getting lost in each others eyes as we laid in that bed,
Making us question these feelings inside our head cause we thought this part of our heart was dead,
As I caress your face thinking this moment is bliss,
enjoying how love can taste every time we kiss.
wishing i could stay in this moment cause i found out love was Something I miss,
And how surprised i was that i found it in that moment and I fear how it could end just in a moment,
So we gave each other our hearts to hold it,
And it scares me cause i can't control it,
After being numb for so long love I finally crave it,
I know when it comes to love it's hard to find it and so easy to lose it.
Like that beat in your chest when we speak of being together,
Hoping that this moment will last forever.
But since you ran away I've missed you everyday
And the more I want you the more I push you away.
As you run down that lonely highway.
Keeping me in the dark even though I'm inside your heart.
cause you dont wanna anyone to know about the love that we let grow.
So you talk yourself into letting me go.
As Your mind says yes but your heart screams no! don't let him go, you like him more than you know, you want him to be the only man who holds your hand.
But you pretend you don't care,
Even though you want him there.
To hold you tight till you feel alright.
Y
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Till you feel alright
