Life As I See it

My Eyes

My eyes.

There black.

Dark black.

A mask.

Something I didn't know I wore.

I would look at the mirror and decided,

There black.

Come closer and look at my eyes, you would think,

There black.

Even you didn't know it was a mask.
Even I, myself, didn't know I wore a mask.

A mask.

A wall.

A door.

Something that hides my own

But if I check twice, while thinking about my life and I would see,

There brown.

Touch my hand and take a step and become my friend, then look at my eyes, you would see

There brown.

A colour full of lies and regret.
Of everything I did and met.

But look closely.

Lift a hand and touch my chin.

You would see,

There just dark brown.

Black, my mask. A girl who smiled and stood up, walking on thin ice. An oblivious girl who wish another life.

Brown, my own, myself. A girl who look up and just wish to lay on her bed and think all day of her life.

Brown and Black.

A colour.

A team.

A mask.

A girl.

Just a girl who wish she can wear another mask.