random nothings

sometimes

Sometimes I just don't think I matter so much
After all I'm just one person
In a world of billions.

Sometimes I think that my problems don't quite matter
After all they pale in comparison
To a world filled with worse.

Sometimes I don't think I quite deserve anything
After all I didn't do anything
For a world that's given me so much.

Sometimes I don't think I like my friends
After all we differ so much
In a world full of discord.

Sometimes I think I just fade into the background.
After all there are people who are more impressive than me

In such a brilliant world.

Sometimes I wonder if there are other people like me
After all we can't all be bright shining stars
In a world that rewards people who shine far brighter than the rest.

Sometimes I wonder why I still try to join
After all its not like anyone would notice the difference
In a world where everything just so overwhelming.

Sometimes I just want to sleep
After all...
After all...
After all...
I'm tired already