• Aura of brokenness •

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Broken!
Exactly my state, when contents of my vincible heart are poured out to people who care less
Sitting face to face, or before a crowd
Pieces slipping and dripping in words spoken
Guilty!
Exactly my state, when I come out how I'm supposed to, to people who give not a care about my life.
Drenched in mediocrity
Soaked and spiced in fear
My confidence and gayism mean nothing when I feel worthless
What depth, what elevation, do my words need to reach to convey vividly my heartstrings?

Insecurity washes over me when I distress myself with imaginings about how the world sees me
A voice keeps saying I'm worthy, another I'm worthless 
What do I do?
Nothing!
Only a sound mind to decipher the truth
The only soundness left, now thrown into a state of chaos and adversity
Only a humble heart to push me down onto my knees and raise my head up to the heavens
I know exactly what I'm talking about
But.. I really don't know
This sounds insane I know, and you wouldn't understand
Coz, you weren't created to decrypt and understand my thoughts.
But...are you to blame me?
Let me be perfect in my imperfection.

August 2, 2020   10:58pm

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