Over protective brother /swayla

Part 27

You wake up the next day and Noah isn't there so you go downstairs and see him and jaden cooking in the kitchen and charli walks down
You: I think they want something there both cooking
You and Charli laugh and the boys turn round
Noah; good morning princess
You: awww good morning
You kiss him and he continued to cook
Charli; ok so what we doing today
You: I'm going with nessa baby shopping
They all give you and weird look
You: I know it's weird but I have to try to get along with her josh is my bestfriend
Noah: well hope it goes good
You all eat and you drive to joshs house
You: hey josh
Josh; oh hey
You: is nessa here she told me to meet her
Josh: she's not here yet she said she will be here soon
You; oh ok
You and josh sit in the living room
Josh; so you and Noah....
You: yeah I guess
Josh: do u really like him
You: I wouldn't have said yes if I didn't
Josh: want about us
You: josh there is no us not anymore
Josh: but there could be
You: no your going to be a dad and I'm happy with Noah
Just then your here footsteps and nessa walks in
Josh; hey babe
He stands up and kisses her head and nessa and you leave and go shopping

About 4hrs later your back home Bryce jaden Charli and Addison are all chilling downstairs and you and Noah are upstairs cuddling until you hear someone run in the house
Bryce: are you ok
You and Noah run downstairs and you see josh crying into jaden and you go over and hug him and he digs his head into your shoulder
You: what's going on
Josh; sh..she lied
You: who did
Josh: n-nessa
You: what do you mean she lied
You lift his head up and he lays his head on yours Facing down to you with tears still falling and you wipe them away
Josh: it's not m-mine
You: the baby...
Josh slowly nods his head and you hug his tighter
Noah: ehm I should go....
You: Noah...
Noah: no mads it's fine I have to get home
You kiss his cheek and he leaves and you hug josh again

You walk him into the living room and sit down and he lays his head onto your legs crying even more and you just sit and play with his hair hoping he will calm down
Addison: your really good and helping him huh
You: I guess
Charli; nessas a bitch
You: she seemed so nice aswell
You look down and see josh asleep on your lap
You: whos the dad then
Addison; I can call her maybe she will tell u-
Jaden: there's no need to call her we know
Bryce: mads can we talk to you alone
You: well josh is asleep
Addison and charli get up and walk out the room
Bryce: god I hate telling you bad news
Jaden: the dad isn't josh
You: I knew that
You point to josh
Bryce: let us finish
Jaden: it's Noah's baby....
Your heart drops and you start to tear up
You: no!
Jaden: I'm so sorry
You: NO
Josh lifts his head up and rubs his eyes and sees you crying
Josh: what the hell are you ok
He hugs you and you cry even more
You: NO NO HE WOULDNT DO THAT
Bryce: mads I'm sorry but it's true
You: YOU DONT KNOW TH-THAT
jaden: yes we do she got a DNA test done
You cry even more and Addison and charli run in and hug you and you stand up and walk to the door
(OK SO THE NEXT PART GETS A BIT MORE SERIOUS IN REAL LIFE SO I WANNA SAY IF YOUR NOT OK WITH STUFF LIKE HARM AND STUFF SKIP THIS BIT and if you are going to read it to make it more sad than it is play the music at the top)
Josh; where are you going
You: I need air
Josh; I'm coming with you
You: no! I can go myself
You leave the house and it's dark and raining and start walking
You find yourself at a Clift and Noah calls you
Noah: hey baby
You: FUCK YOU NOAH BECK
Noah: what's wrong bby
You: YOU LEFT MY HOUSE NOT CAUSE I WAS MAKING SURE JOSH WAS OK CAUSE YOU KNEW THE KID WAS YOURS!!
Noah: where are y-
You fling your phone off the cliff and you here people shouting your name
Josh: MADS!
jaden: GET AWAY FROM THE CLIFT
You look at them and back at the edge of the Clift and  step closer to the edge
Josh; NO!!!!!!
You hear the police cars and ambulances pull up and there flashing lights and you cry even more
You: LEAVE ME ALONE
Addison: BBY COME BACK HERE DONT DO THIS
you: WHY NOT THE PERSON I LOVED LEFT ME MY PARENTS LEFT ME AND MY BOYFRIEND GOT ANOTHER GIRL PREGNANT THE SAME GIRL WHO TOOK THE GUY I LOVE AWAY FROM ME! I have nothing to live for!!!!!!!!!!!
Bryce: mads where here for you and we love you but please come over to us
Jaden steps closer to you and you step back more
You: STAY THERE!
You turn round to the edge and go to step closer until you feel arms around you pulling you back
You: NO!!! Stop!!!!
Josh turn you to face him and he's crying and he hugs you tighter than ever
You: LET ME GO!!!
Josh: please please don't do this mads I love you please stop
You: josh! Let me do this it's for the best let me go!
Josh: I'm never letting you go ok your going to be with me until I die and I don't care what the hell you say cause I fucking love you and I hate seeing you like this
You cry into him and he cry's even more and you fall to the ground in his arms and jaden runs over and hugs you and so does everyone else

Everything is kinda a blur after that
You wake up and a hospital room and you look over and josh is asleep on a chair beside you

You where let out the hospital the next day but you weren't allowed to be left alone or out the house
You: GOD GIVE ME SPACE IM DOING A SHIT
JOSH: I don't care doctors rules
He laughs and you finish doing the toilet and wash your hands and turn to face him
You: thank you for everything josh
Josh: I would do anything for you
You: I know and I love you for it
He hugs you and sits you on the counter and you lay your head on his shoulder
Josh: if you had jumped off I would have went right after you you know that
You: your crazy and I'm sorry for doing all that everything was just killing me
Josh puts his hands on your face and pulls it closer to him
Josh: you have nothing to be sorry for ok I just want you to get better
You smile and peck his lips
(You and josh both agreed it would be better to be friends the now until you got better and your head was back to normal and you could deal with it but who says you can't kiss)

I cried making this chapter and I'm sorry if I made anyone sad or hurt and I does happen to people and sometime doesn't work out the way this one did and we do lose amazing people so please help raise awareness for people and don't spread hate cause in this world we can only be as good as others and people hating pushes people to hate and then others to die and its sick so please help raise awareness and stop the hate online cause we can do it together if we try