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TRIGGER WARNING (I'm so sorry)

I woke up and I looked at my phone "Shit!" I yelled .

I scrambled to get ready and grab my suit case and I was out the door in minutes.

I pulled up to Remingtons house to find that every one was there

"I'm so sorry for being late" I said while making coffee in side the house "oh your fine" rem said "and uh when did you cut your hair?" He asked "yesterday"

"Hmm looks good on you"

I dragged my shit onto the tour bus and I choose my bunk wich was right above Emerson's and I immediately sat down and I started to decorate my bunk with pictures of fan art I printed out and some of my drawing and photography and I went to the sitting area.

Emerson was drawing, Remington was reading Harry Potter,and  Sebastian was sitting next to Emerson. I decided to sit next to rem.

"Ooh whatcha drawing?" Sebastian asked em "the most beautiful person on earth" he said dreamily "ooohhh let me look" I said getting up and going over there and he started to panic as seb grabbed the note book and we both looked at it with wide eyes

"Ooh whatcha drawing?" Sebastian asked em "the most beautiful person on earth" he said dreamily "ooohhh let me look" I said getting up and going over there and he started to panic as seb grabbed the note book and we both looked at it with wide eyes

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Emerson hung his head down low almost as if he was ashamed and I was redder than a tomato.

Em got up and he ran to his bunk closing the curtain.

I started to smile and Sebastian looked at me like I was insane "why are you smil- oh you like him dont you?" Said and I nodded "wait what the fucks going on" asked remington who had just put down his book, and seb and I look and each then we burst out laughing

"Emerson told me he was drawing the most beautiful person on earth so I grabbed bids note book" he said handing remmy the drawing and rems jaw hit the floor. "Oh my god... I ship it!"

"I hate you so much now if you'll excuse me I have an Emerson to comfort" I said going over to the back of the bus where his bunk is "Emmy" I said softly "go away" I heard him Say in a muffled voice "Emmy darling it's okay. Come on out and we can talk about it"

"No"

"Why not?"

"You'll tell me you hate me and that I'm a faggot and a coward" h said with a sob "oh no darling I won't tell you that I'd tell you that I like you and that I think your also very beautiful as well" I said and he gasped "wait you like me too" he said getting out of his bunk "yeah I've liked you for awhile now"I said I was probably red as a tomato "I-I like you too' he said and after there was a comfortable silence "how about we go out for dinner tonight ?" I asked "of course!"

Emerson's POV
It's now 7:00 o clock so I put in an outfit

And I stepped out of the back lounge and I saw Chris in an all black suit

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And I stepped out of the back lounge and I saw Chris in an all black suit

He looked amazing, I bit my lip and I walked up to him "let's go" I said linking my arm with his

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He looked amazing, I bit my lip and I walked up to him "let's go" I said linking my arm with his. We walked to the beautiful restaurant. We walked in and people started staring and I tried to get away from Chris so people would stop staring "what are you doing beautiful?" He asked  and I blushe. Why am I such a fucking bottem. "People are staring' I said in a whisper "don't pay attention to them there just jealous of our beautiful looks" he said with an exaggerated hair flip and duck lips and I chuckled and I grabbed his hand "c'mon let's sit here" he said. The food was amazing I had a steak and a salad and a baked potato, while Chris just picked at his salad "Chris why aren't you eating ?" I asked "oh I'm just not hungry" he said as his stomach growled. I grimaced this was all to familiar to me. I used to be anorexic and my go to was 'I'm just not hungry' I really hope that this isnt   the case with Chris

Chris's POV

Emerson picked up a pice of steak with his fork and started to feed me with I happily complied with. I haven't eaten meat in about a year. But then the little voice in the back of my head ruined everything ' you know red meat makes you fat right' FUCK why can't I be left alone I tried to ignore it but I could almost feel myself getting fatter and fatter with every bite. I decided to do something I've never done before. Something I swore I wouldn't do. "I need to use the bathroom please excuse me" I said fake smiling and almost running to the bath room, I found a stall and I shoved my fingers down my throat and due to my gag reflex nearly as soon as I stuck my fingers down my throat I vomited to the toilet. I stood up washed,y hands and I went back to our table "Chris, are you ready to go" he asked an I'd nodded. We paid after five minutes of arguing over who was gonna pay then the nice but annoyed cashier proposed that we spilt the bill and we did as soon as up we got back to the tour bus we were bombarded with questions "did you guys kiss?"

"Who paid?"

"What did you eat?"

"Where did you go?"

"Geesus spare us from the questions. C'mon Chris let's go to the back lounge" he said and I nodded. We sat down on the black pleather couch "Chris why did you say you weren't hungry" he whispered "I-I just didn't feel like eating y'know" I lied "please tell me the truth" he said with pain in his Eyes and I stared at my leather boots in shame "I'm sorry" I said in a broken whisper "I'm sorry I-I just don't want to be fat anymore" I said nearly in tears "darling, you're not fat and you never have been. Please don't do this to yourself... if it's okay with you can I help you. I've been through this too... I know what's it's like" he said and I nodded. I don't know how he's gonna make me get better. I already know what he's gonna do. He's gonna make me eat allot of stuff and he will make me fat again... "come here" he said wiping the tears I didn't even know where there he lifted my head up and and got really close to my face "may I kiss you?" He asked and I shyly nodded my head yes and he pecked my lips, which I was greatful of since he didn't just grab me and aggressively make out with me. I smiled and looked down "you know your very beautiful right?" He said and I said nothing because I knew that if I said the truth he would tell me lies and tell me that I was beautiful. "How about we go to bed darling" I said with a smile leading him to my bunk and we drifted to sleep as I held him

A/N

Chris is a switch but is usually more dominant but Emerson is also a switch who is usually more submissive. I hope this helps you figure you whos who is the relationship also there might be smut in this book I'm not sure yet tell me in the comments is you guys want smut or no?

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