'Happy Pills' (Patton Angst)

'Happy Pills part 3'

Patton sat on his bed,playing with his fingers knowing that it was his fault Thomas was acting strangely....but he couldn't stop.Panic took over his body as he began to shake,
"It's okay just breath"Patton repeatedly told himself quietly,he looked down at his hands to see them trembling slowly.
Patton breathed in and out slowly until he stood back up and walked to his draws and took the bottle again with his mind filling with questions,
"Should I!?"Will Thomas hate me?!"Will the others hate me!?""will I hate myself"
Patton blinked out of his thoughts and poured a pill out onto his hand and grabbed a bottle of water and swallowed it down.Patton felt a smile form onto his face,
"Patton,Lunch!"Patton heard Logan yell down the hallway,
"Coming Lo!"Patton put the bottle away and left his room to the kitchen to see everyone around the table chatting.
"Sorry I would have made lunch but I was to distra-"Patton was cut off by a hand on his shoulder as he turned to see Roman ,
"Don't worry me and Nerd prepared everything,now go eat"Patton nodded and smiled,
"Thanks Kiddo"Patton walked over and sat down in his seat while Roman went and sat down aswell.
"I still don't know what caused Thomas to act like this"Logan rubbed his forehead,
"I thought you would know Microsoft nerd?"Roman leaned back in his seat.
"Oh quiet Roman back to topic like I said it is strange"
Patton played with his food overhearing voices in his head,
'It's all your fault'You did this'Your fault!"
"Patton!"Patton jumped seeing Roman and Logan's eyes on him filled with concern,"We wanted to know if you got any messages from Virgil?"Logan asked.
"Uhh not yet as far as I know"Patton shrugged,Logan nodded.
A few minutes past and Virgil walks in with a face of mixed emotions,
"Virge,what happened?"Roman asked walking over to him,
"Thomas was calm for about 5 minutes until he suddenly woke up and started talking Remus language!"Virgil threw is arms in the air looking stressed.
"It's like a ticking time bomb for god sakes!"Virgil sat down with Roman putting his head in his hands.
"Well I cant find anything that's going on and the dark sides don't seem to be involved in this"Logan explained making Virgil look at him shocked in a mad way
"Are you saying the dark sides wouldn't be involved in a situation like this!?"silence spread around the room for a few moments until Virgil spoke again,
"I'm sorry Logan but I can't trust those sides and believe that they aren't apart of this"Virgil lowered his voice.
"It's quite alright Virgil,I understand your point of view but we don't have any evidence that they were in on this"Logan spoke calmly.Roman and Patton just kept quiet knowing that if they tried giving their own opinion more tension would build,
"Also Patton did you try to find anything apart from waiting for a message from Virgil?"Logan pulled his attention to Patton who looked in a total panic.
"Uhhh no,I tried but nothing connected"Patton tried not to stutter or sound anxious knowing that it was his fault,
"Oh okay then but do inform us if you do find a connection"Patton nodded.
Patton still had that voice in his head that kept him distracted from everyone else,
'Your fault'your fault!'YOUR FAULT'
The voices began screaming at him causing Patton to grab the sides of his head and back up a bit in his seat causing attention on him,
"Patton,are you ok?"Virgil asked with worry in his voice,
"Uhh y-yeah I'm fine kiddo just overthinking something"Patton giggled
"Patton you've already informed us that lying is bad so why does it sound like you are doing it right now"Logan asked crossing his arms.Patton just stared at him not letting a single sound escape his mouth,
"Patton answer me!"Logan asked a bit more sternly causing Patton to flinch and look away down at his hands.
"Logan calm down,maybe he doesn't want to tell us"Roman broke the uncomfortable silence,
"Sorry Roman but I rather know now then never"Logan sighed annoyed.
Logan looked up to see Patton gone also Virgil,
"Well done nerd"Roman crosses his arms staring at Logan.

Patton sat on his bed with Virgil next to him rubbing circles on his back,
"Don't worry Pat,if he dared yelled at my dad again I will loose it"Virgil clenched his fists,
"Virgil it's fine plus I bet he's just stressed out for not knowing what's wrong with Thomas",Virgil sighed,
"Understandable".
Nothing was said for a few minutes until they heard a knocking at the door,
"Who is it?"Virgil asked not taking his eyes off Patton
"It's Roman and Logan"
The mention of 'Logan' triggered Virgil to look up with a face saying 'You are going to get it'.
Virgil stood and opened the door to see Roman nudging Logan gently like he wants him to do something,
"Patton I'm sorry I had yelled at you like that,it wasn't a logical thing to do"Logan said clearly.
Patton smiled and stood up walking over to him,
"It's fine Logan I'm sure it was an accident and also cause your stressed right?"Logan sighed and nodded,
"Yes I guess I am,it's just that I'm not used to not knowing the answer to something"Logan looked down a bit,
"Hey,you don't have to know everything,it's ok to not know something,I was there once"Patton reassured him.
Logan looked up at him and slightly smiled,
"Guys back to topic,I wondered could it be one of us or the dark sides"Roman clapped once getting everyone's attention,
"One of us?"Virgil asked confused and a bit anxious.
"Yes,Maybe it's one of us in this room right now"Roman explained proudly,
Confused looks exchanged around the room in a weird silence.
Patton just tried to blend in but was freaking out in the inside
"ONE OF US"IT'S YOUR FAULT"
"It's me"Patton whispered to himself unable for the others to hear.......
.....Well so he thought none did....
(Here's part 3!Sorry there's a cliffhanger,anyways cya guys, gals and non-binary pals
PEACE OUT