Ambition

Chapter 17.

Monica|Mo | Saturday | 3:30 AM

I jumped when I felt somebody get in my bed and wrap their arms around me

" Chill out " I heard Twon say

" What's wrong ? " I asked him cus I could've swornnnnn I just got off the phone with this dude

" I ain see you in person in 2 weeks , i'm starting to realize I can't sleep without you. I mean , I sleep but it's not a good sleep and ion like that .. " He trailed off

" Sooooo , what are you sayin ? " I asked. It was dark and my back was facing him but I still could hear the tone of his voice.

" I caught feelings too " He mumbled

Okay so it's been 2 weeks since I told him that shit and we just laughed it off and never discussed it again.

" I- "

" Shut up , just listen. I been having feelings for you from the jump but this shit here different man .. I-I know you still love Zayn but I just don't wanna get my heart involved in some shit that's just gon be a joke for you. "

I rolled over and looked him in his face

" I'm over Zayn , i'm feeling what we got going on " I told him rubbing my thumb across his cheek.

" I'm scared ima hurt you " He blurted out and my face instantly scrunched up

cus wtf you mean ?

" Ummmm , what do you mean ? " I asked him

" Ion know , I ain never really been in a relationship before " He shrugged sliding his hands under my night gown just rubbing my back softly.

" I don't wanna be hurt again Twon " I told him honestly

" And ion wanna hurt you but I want you. "

" Fuck it " I whispered

" Fuck what ? " He asked

" Fuck it , I want you too let's risk it. " I kissed him

" ouuuu wait a minute so you my girl ? " he cheesed

" I could've sworn I been your girl " I told him

" You right " He kissed me.

" What you got planned today ? " He asked and I shrugged

" I don't have anything planned , I kinda just wanna stay in bed all day .. " I mumbled

" You alright ? "

" My - my daddy got out of jail yesterday but was shot up before he even made it home " I simply said

" Monica what the fuck " he immediately pulled
me closer to him

" You okay ? " He asked

" I'm fine " I told him

" he dead ? " he asked and I laughed a lil bit

" No he's in a coma but my mama facetimed me so I was able to see him "

" You don't wanna just fly home ? "

" I'm not gonna make it in time , he's not expected to live that long. "

" Damn mama i'm sorry " he rubbed my back as I softly cried in his chest.

my phone started vibrating on side of me and I picked up instantly once I saw it was my mom.

" Hey mama "

" Hey baby .. he just took his last breath " she sniffled into the phone

" O-Okay , are you okay ? " I asked her and she broke down crying