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Hello.... Currently it is 4am over where I live.... 

How are you all?? 

I hope you're all okay, and that youre all having a wonderful day / afternoon / night

I've been having some good roleplays lately..... The only thing that keeps my sanity together.... 

The only thing that doesn't make me lonely....or bored....or wanting to harm... 

Me... I don't know how to explain my feelings at the moment... 

I cried for about....at least thirty minutes or more.... I just felt like it.... 

May I ask.... What purpose do I have in this world? 

Why must my soul and body be alive....

Why must.....I feel as if I am the odd one out.... 

I always think of the most negative things....Mind helping not those thoughts anymore..... 

It's alright you don't have too... I'm sick and tired.... 

With how much lack of sleep I get....how my motivation to do anything...goes away.... 

I feel as if..... I have the need to disappear.... 

Would people be happier if I disappeared?. .. I think they would. 

They wouldn't have to deal with me....People would be much happier I bet ya! 

I try.... My hardest to stay strong.... But I can't.... 

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