It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

I'll burn your name into my throat

Hey guys... I feel shitty for saying this, but on January 26th could you guys send me messages to cheer me up? Please? that day will mark the two year "anniversary" of my dad's death so I know I'm going to be really sad that day and I'm going to need cheering up... If you guys don't want to, I completely 100% understand. Anyway, I think I'm going to start calling you guys Dizzy Dreamers, what do you guys think? If so, when I'm done with author's notes, I'll say this:

Stay strong Dizzy Dreamers. I love you all :* (Yes or no?)

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Paige's POV

Vic and I were sitting in Jesse's living room, waiting for her to get her daughter so she could meet Vic. I was honestly really excited, I mean, Vic was my hero and I was thankful that I could actually know him and be close to him.

"Ash please just come out of your room. I want you to meet someone," I heard Jesse say.

"Fine, but mom, promise it's not one of your friends or any of our family that smothers me for being suicidal?" The other girl, Ash, said.

"I promise,"

Soon we saw Jesse and another girl enter the room.

Jesse had long black hair, freckles, large, brown eyes, which I loved, she was tall and overall, beautiful. She was wearing a gray sweater and black booty shorts.

The other girl, who must have Ash, had black and red 'emo' hair, blue eyes, a few freckles, she had dimples, and she was really skinny, anorexic skinny. She was wearing a gray Pierce the veil crewneck, black skinny jeans, red vans, a dark blue beanie, and black glasses.

"O-oh my g-god," the girl, Ash, stuttered. "Are, are you ac-actually V-Vic Fuentes?"

"Yep, it's me," Vic smiled at her.

"Oh my God," She started tearing up. "I-I never thought I'd ever meet you." She covered her mouth for a second.

"Hey don't cry," Vic said. "Your mom said some things about you, like suicide and self harm related, is it true?"

Ash nodded, "Y-yeah... I'm sorry.." She trailed off.

"Don't be sorry, but, where have you cut?" Vic questioned.

"My arms..." She whispered as she looked at the floor.

"Come here," Vic said to her.

I smiled to myself as I saw Ash move slowly over to Vic and I. She was smiling like crazy and her body was shaking, but she also looked so excited. "What's your name?" Vic asked her.

"Ash," She replied softly.

"Oh, I love that name. Ash, this is my friend Paige. I knew her back in high school and recently started talking to her again." Vic said, smiling at me.

"Hi Paige, you're very beautiful." She smiled at me. "I love your eyes,"

"Thank you, I love your hair." I replied. "Oh, and your name," She smiled at my response.

"Ash," Vic said, catching her attention, "Can you sit down and explain to me why you put yourself through so much?" Vic asked.

"Oh, of course!" She smiled as she sat down next to Vic. "Do you want me to explain it all or...?"

"Yes," I said. "I want to know what pushed you to do this... And before you say something, I know the feeling." I said as I showed her my right arm which was covered in scars.

"Oh, well, it started when my dad passed away about four years ago..." She sighed as she looked at her hands. "My best friend was there for me for about a couple months then became distant. I became really depressed and one day finally took a blade to my skin. I'm about a month and a half clean but my girlfriend just dumped me not that long ago so I'm really wanting to cut again, but I'm trying to stay clean." Ash explained to us.

"Good," Vic said to her. "Promise me that you will stay clean. Promise me that you will never attempt suicide again."

When Ash here Vic want her to promise those things, she started crying. "I promise!" She cried out.

"Good," Vic said as he hugged Ash. "I'm gonna give your mom Paige's number incase you ever feel like ending it all. She's good at helping people feel better." Vic said as he looked at me and smiled.

"But Vic, what if I want to talk to you?" Ash asked him.

"I'm going to be on tour after my small break." Vic said to her. "Don't worry, I trust Paige's more than anything else. I trust her with my life." Vic winked at me, causing me to smile.

"Thank you," I heard Ash whisper.

"Vic, we should go. I have today off but I have work tomorrow." I said after a couple minutes.

"Yeah," Vic said as he stood up. "I want to spend the day with you," Vic smiled at me.

"I'll go give Jesse my number, alright?" I said as I walked over to Jesse. "Here, give me your phone. Vic wants me to give you my number in case Ash ever needs support." I said.

Jesse handed me her phone, "Thank you. I was getting worried about Ash, she has to go back to school in a week after her suicide attempt and everyone at her school knows about it so she was kind of freaking out." Jesse said to me.

"Well, if you notice her getting worse, remind her that she met her idol and he doesn't want her to cut or take her life." I said as I handed her back her phone. "Vic and I have to go. It was nice meeting you and Ash. Bye," I smiled at Jesse.

"Bye," She waved at me.

"Vic, come on, can we please go?" I asked, but not wanting to sound rude.

"Yeah, bye Ash, stay strong, alright?" Vic said to Ash.

"I will." Ash smiled. "It was nice meeting you, Paige!" Ash said to me, which made me smile.

Vic and I left the small apartment and made our way to his car. "You made Ash's life," I smiled at Vic.

"I know," Vic beamed as he unlocked the door and got in the car. "I hope she stays strong, she doesn't deserve that pain." Vic said as I got in the car.

"Yeah, just like you didn't when we were teens." I smiled at Vic.

"And you didn't deserve then or now." Vic smiled at me.

"I love you," I smiled at vic before I kissed him softly.

"I love you too," Vic said into the kiss.

I knew that I never wanted to lose Vic again.

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Sorry about the short and shitty chapter. I've been busy and once again, depressed about my dad's death that happened almost exactly two years ago... Anyway, I love you all (Once again, should I do the Dizzy Dreamer thing?) :*