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Having someone close to is great especially when you both have a lot in common, like being a copy of the other or just simply a mirror reflecting the other. Sharing the same love for each other.... [Contract Lovers With My Idol]
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Jimin leaves for Japan in just a month, I'm just sad that we won't be able to see each other for a whole week or maybe a month! I'm afraid that Jimin would text me every hour he can just tell me he misses me, it's not like he doesn't every time he goes to the company.
Whenever Jimin sees me on the bed doing nothing or on my desk listening to music he looks so irritated and I just can't find the reason why he's like that. He looks like he's thinking about something so deep that his brain couldn't handle any more of it.
Right now, I'm feeling a bit nauseous more than usual. My body is also getting fatigued even if I just move or run around my room for a little bit. My energy gets zapped so quickly that I'll need to stay in bed for the whole day just to regain my energy back to full throttle.
And I guess Jimin noticed how much I stay in my room for the past few days, he always sees right through me as if I'm transparent. But I always just find solid alibis to hide what I truly feel in my body. The fatigue always keeps me away from finishing my novel that I really want to publish before Jimin leaves but I guess it'll have to wait a little longer.
I've been scrolling down through my phone, sitting on my bed, not moving an inch from my position. Just watching different animes like usual, instead of writing. I can't even hold my pen easily, the grip always loosens and the pen falls off my hand.
Jimin on the other hand has been moving a lot lately, exercising, vocal checking even bringing me food to my room even though I didn't tell him I was hungry. But I'll have to complain about the food he brings to me, I mean whenever I relax he enters my room with rice on hand. I'm relaxing here and you give me rice?!
I really love the way he cares but still maybe giving me chips or just finger foods would be better than rice, I'm not always in the mood to eat rice you know? Right now I'm just lying on my bed scrolling through our photos together, he also takes my phone from me while I'm asleep and takes a selca.
I stopped scrolling when I saw the video of him doing the choreography of "Lie" he did in the house, I secretly recorded him luckily he still didn't see it. The way he moves so gracefully and seductively makes me wanna die right now.
*kNoCk, KnOcK, kNoCk*
"This is your house why do you have to knock?" I whined while hiding my face on the pillows
"Because I regretted the decision when I came into your room without knocking and saw you half-naked, or maybe I won't knock next time and see what else I could see" I threw a pillow to him and I guess he expected it since he was able to catch it before it could hit his pretty face
"Do you need anything?" The side of the bed suddenly dank meaning he's sitting on the bed, I quickly moved as fast as I could to a sitting position leaning my back on the bed's headboard
"I don't need anything, I came here wanting to ask if you need anything" my eyesight was blurry that I couldn't even focus on looking at his face directly so I just looked up and stare at the plain white ceiling
"I'm leaving soon... You... Maybe, wanna do something together? Before I leave? You know I'll miss you..." he stutters just to be able to speak
"Aww, isn't my little mochi so cute when they're shy?" I teased a little until he walked faster and closer towards me until his face was only an inch away
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Contract Lovers With My Idol || P.JM FF✓
Fanfiction"Then again, to remind myself, all this is just for pretend, this is just a contract. This won't be real!" But that's what you thought... You finally saw him in person through a concert but something goes wrong. This is a journey of how you, a big f...
