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Anna's pov
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Slightly Nsfw

Why isn't anything working? Is it something I'm not doing right? Is it me?

So many questions ran through my head as I sobbed and slid down the bathroom door slowly looking at another negative test— which the 5th negative one this month on top of 2 babies I've lost

"What am I not doing right?" I sobbed out as ag tried to open the door but I locked it "Anna baby please let me in" ag said in a soft tone  but I still didn't let her in even if I wanted to I couldn't I felt weak

"Baby we can try again" she said softly sniffling as I heard her sit by the door "I know it hurts but I promise you it's gonna work one day babe, I'm willing to try as long as i have too" I heard her say

Ags pov

"No you need someone who can make you happy, you deserve better than me, someone who can give you the family that you've always wanted and I can't I'm just worthless" I heard anna say

My heart broke, I mean it shattered, between hearing her sobs and her feeling like she isn't the best thing that ever happened to me hurt

I stood up "Anna Elizabeth Shumate open this door rn" I said as I heard her shuffle a little bit in between soft sniffles she opened the door and looked at me

Her cheeks and nose were red and her eyes were puffy and red as she had the biggest tears in them I hugged her tightly picking her up and I carried her all the way to the bed and I sat on the bed while she sat on my lap still

"Listen here, don't you ever say I can find someone else better, there's no In this god given earth that can make me happier than you can anna. I said I was gonna be here with you through thick and thin and I meant that. It's gonna happen ok? I promise, if it doesn't happen naturally there's many different ways to get one" i said wiping her tears and kissing her forehead

"I love you" she mumbled out "I love you too baby" I said as she "it hurts..." she mumbled out as her bottom lip poked out and quivered and she nursed out into tears

"I know bub" I said as I held her tightly in my arms as she screamed and cried "it's not fair" she strained out "I know honey I know" I said as I rubbed her back as I wiped my tears, loosing 2 and seeing negative all the time hurts but I'm always strong for her

"I want a baby of my own" she sobbed out "I know bub" I said I kept rubbing her back, I let her cry on me for hours it became a routine at this point

Sex, take a test, go into a depressive state try and and repeat.

Anna finally fell asleep, I looked at her and her cheeks and nose were redder than before and had tear stains on them, her eyes were puffer

I sighed and laid her in the bed and kissed her forehead cuddling her

Anna felt up to trying again, I wasn't rushing anything because I don't want my baby to be hurt again..or ever but I have a little feeling that this time is gonna be different

I'm case you're wondering, no me and Anna are not married but she's wife and everyone knows it, we've been dating since the 7th grade and the we are now going to 12th, yes we moved FAST because we moved in with eachother at 16 then started trying for a baby during that summer

ANYWAYS THATS NOT IMPORTANT

I was making a random tiktok laying on my bed until she walked in just in a towel and my jaw dropped down to the floor

I saved the video to my drafts and she sat in my lap "you look great" I said as my hands rested on her thighs

"I know" she said with a smirk as she took off the towel making me smile and flip us over

"Ok I'll be back in 5 minutes!" Anna told me "ok" I said as she went in the bathroom less than 5 minutes I heard sobbing

I sighed— again really?

Anna walked out and looked me "Anna..." she said softly with a big smile on her face "no way..." is I said  smiling  "we're gonna have a baby.." she softly but excitedly as she hugged me

I'm finally gonna start a family with the girl I'm definitely marrying one day while we both work to graduate life is CRAZY

I wanna do a part 2 to this but I don't know I'll leave that up to yall❤️