Quarantine Array

Lost and Found

What is lost, broken, left out can always be mended if one wishes to?

Bonds between humans, animals, and self need to be given a thought. Whomever we have met in our lives as a stranger or friend, there is a meaning to it. I always thought the bonds I share with family or friends cannot be mended until and unless we keep our ego aside, yet give it a try. I have had a million issues with everyone I share some bond with, I always tried to impose my actions on them, I always felt that I should control them.

Lately, I have realized that bonds are made of love and support of two or more mutual ones together. There is no materialistic thing involved in it. We cannot buy or sell the relationship we share with someone.

I also realized that I should not let some third person affect the bond I share with my friends or family, learned how to be honest about everything and anything with people I consider as good.

Understanding relationships is very tricky because I always felt like I was being used for their stuff, backstabbed for nothing, never had faith because of many past experiences.

I slowly gave in time, space, conversing, asking questions to get through the strong relationships. What I have today, I wouldn't want to lose. I have a very small inter-connected bubble of friends and family.

Two humans I kickstarted my college with, I randomly stopped talking to her and found her back. I let third party people affect what I shared with her and found her too.

I always thought and felt that my parents do not support me what I want to do. I was wrong. It was my friend who gave me gyaan and said, give them some time, space for things to settle in. I can't thank you enough.