Iz*one shots

Someone Else|Kwon Eunbi

Genre: Angst
Warnings: Curse words and mention of suicide, please do skip this chapter if you're uncomfortable
Note: It's just short, I'm super lazy writing a long shot😩, anywayss enjoy~~

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Y/n POV
I knew one day you would leave me, I never expected for you to stay or assume you would, there's always this Someone else who's been waiting for you.

Someone Else that loves you more than I do, I did loved you but did you loved me back? I guess not

All the promises you've said were all lies right? Like 'I promise I wont leave you love, because I love you so much'  BULLSHIT!!

all this time I thought you cared for me but I was wrong, I WAS FVCKING WRONG!!, You left me saying you didn't loved me at all? FVCK YOU!!

I gave you everything, I gave you my life, I gave you my trust, I gave you my whole dignity and this is what I get from you?!

I left my parents for you, I ditch all my friends for you, I ignored all my negative thoughts about you the reason is because I loved you don't you get that?!

Key word 'loved' with an 'ed' means that was all in the past now, but the truth is I still love you even if you didn't how stupid right?!

You made me stupid for you, you made me stupid for love!! Yet I didn't do anything to stop you, HOW FVCKING STUPID RIGHT?!

I wont call it stupid because the reason why I accepted you in the first place is because I like you like a lot, no no!! Scratch that I LOVE YOU!!

You taught me how to do things my own ways, you were like my wife who supported me even when I was nobody, but I guess it was all lies, stupid stupid lies.

I walk around the empty hallways of our house seeing all destroyed objects on the floor, trash everywhere, pieces of wood and glasses that shattered into pieces just like my heart you torn into pieces.

People says that always follow your heart, what if it was destroyed into small little pieces, where should I follow? The shattered parts where our happy memories still very clear to me? Or the ones that have been shattered entirely?

I want to erase you from my mind yet at the same time I don't want to, there's still a part of me that hopes some day you'll come back and love me fully, but I know it's too impossible.

I saw you two looking happy together like we used to, Hugging each other like we used to, Holding hands like we used to, Take you on dates like I used to, Kissing each other like we use to.

It's all gone, our memories together are all gone, I can't retrieve them nor can you.

I was walking down the alley walking past strangers in every corner, not looking where I am going hitting some people and not bothering to stop and apologize, what's the point right??

People couldn't recognize me because i'm all covered with mask, glasses, hoodie, joggers, all black stuff.

I deposited all my money, put it in my pocket and went to a random store. I asked the cashier if they had a rope he pointed at the aisle consists with ropes and ladders so I grab one thick and long rope, paid the cashier and back to my apartment.