track four

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by AMAJIKISGF

by AMAJIKISGF

and i'll admit that i sometimes,
maybe, might think about you at night,
well, almost every night

HWANG HYUNJIN could not
sleep.

he tried drinking tea, counting sheep,
listening to lofi

but he just couldn't sleep.

the memories of falling asleep on facetime,
playing video games, just talking and enjoying each other's presence until the early
morning hours kept running rampant through his mind.

he missed his bubba.

or rather, what was his bubba.

hyunjin sighed as he stared at his blue
ceiling, contemplating on changing the color
of his led lights to something more.. happy?

this was a nightly event,
he tried to sleep, couldn't, and then cried
until he was so physically exhausted that
he knocked out.

no matter how i try to hide
and erase you from my mind

"alexa, play letting go by day6"

he said as he felt tears start to roll down
his cheeks for the forty millionth time
that weekend.

the starting vocals to the song started as
he took a shaky breath, running a
hand through his hair.

i'm dying

hyunjin cuddled a stuffed cat that
LEE FELIX has gifted to him for their three month
anniversary as he sobbed.

the familiar salty taste of the tears
made itself known as he just let himself
cry, not knowing what else to do.

to find a lookalike

his heart ached in his chest as he coughed,
choking out a sob.

as he went to reach for one of his million
water bottles on his nightstand, his phone rang.

hurriedly wiping his tears, hyunjin picks up
the phone without looking
at the caller id.

"h-hello?"

he tried his best to not sound
like he was just crying his eyes out
but that was kind of hard, to be honest.

"hyunjin? oh my gosh, have you
been crying? do you want me
to come over?"

hyunjin smiled softly, wiping his eyes
and cheeks.

"no no, it's too late for that!
let's just stay on the phone, yeah?"

"of course!! i won't pry if you
don't want me to but i just thought
i'd call the only other weeb i know is up."

hyunjin laughed as the girl launched
into a rant about the latest chapters of
the my hero academia manga

his mood immediately skyrocketing
as hi hello by day6 began playing.

felix the farthest thing from his mind right now.

—

❝ it's the simple things you do , i just can't get enough of you ❞

THE SIMPLE THINGS , MICHAEL CARREON