Head in the clouds

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The head in the clouds.
I just couldn't concentrate, my paraprosexia didn't want to leave me alone.
So I always were in another dimension, in my head I had a lot of friends.
And I didn't really realize it 'till middle school, when  I noticed all the class-mates were always together .
Everybody had someone to stay always with.
I started to notice when in all the group works I was the last choice to everybody.
I was the spare wheel.
But it didn't bother me, I was too full of me to notice I was going to be alone for the rest of my life.
Than my boyfriend cheated on me, I felt weak and I didn't have a shoulder to cry.
After that I thought that I'd better find a friend, just because I wanted to prove others I was like them and even better.
I didn't want to be alone but I started to be scared of people, I was scared of their opinions .
Cause I knew that for some their opinions would be important.

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