Let me live

somewhere to stay alone

Everybody wants to stay alone sometimes, and everybody has enough courage to say it wants to, well everyone except for me. I'm just alone when I'm the one who calls but when their problems reappear then I'm the first they call.
When I think about it I found myself wondering why I'm the one they use, why for everyone I'm just someone to complain to, but when it's my turn to say what has been wrong everyone goes away and usually what hurts me the most is that whenever I think about being alone someone wants to stay with me.
I'm not a slave I'm not yours and you can't say that I should call before I leave, cause I'm not your daughter, not your toy, I can do whatever I want and now I want to find a place where I can be alone, where I can stay far away from corrupted souls, where I cannot see what I left behind.
A place where I can be myself and nobody can tell me I'm wrong, or spread stupid rumors about what I've been before.
Somewhere to stay alone,
Wherever it is I'll find it and I'll spend there a lot of time.