Tired?? (Jenlisa)

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Chaeyoung

"it hurts chaeng"she said, i can feel her pain through the words she said

"where are you?" I ask, I know she needs someone right now, I know she needs me.

I know you guys are confuse why my cousin's wife is my bestfriend, we met a long time ago and became friends with her i didn't know that we will end up in this situation but anyway jennie have no idea that we know each other so yeah

after the call ended I immediately took my car key and drove to her house, this is not the first time.

Flashback

3rd Person

-A year after they got married-

Lisa woke up and do her morning routine, while doing it she thought of having a breakfast with jennie so after she finish, she cooked some food and of course she prepared some of jennie's favorite, after that she change her clothes and go back to the dining area, jennie came out of her room so lisa called her to invite her to eat

"Jennie I cooked some breakfast and also i prepared your favorite breakfast, care to join me?" lisa said with her bright smile

Jennie looked at her and said "Did you really think that i will eat with you? are you joking right now?"

"But jenn--" Jennie cut her off and said "can't you just shut your mouth?? if you want to eat then eat, i prefer to eat alone than eating with someone like you" Lisa prevents her tears from falling and looked down "I'm sorry" she said

"If you really are then, can't you just leave me alone? 'cause i would be very happy if you did" Jennie said and left

Leaving lisa looking at the food she prepared, smile of sadness and bitterness became visible to her lips, and the tears already flowing through her cheeks

after that she remove all the foods she prepared and set it aside hoping that jennie will still eat it when she gets home, she fix herself and called her bestfriend to come over so she have someone to talk to.

End of flashback

I told her she can call me anytime if she need me and i will come to her.

I arrived at her house and was about to open the door but,

I saw the door open and I saw her, I looked into her swollen eyes and she smiled I also smiled sadly then she hugged me i can feel her tears flowing, I can't bear to see her like this but i can't do anything, the only thing i can do is to stay strong for her.

"It's okay lisa, just cry I'm here" I said and pat her back

After that we went inside to her house and talked, she also stopped crying but I could still see the pain in her eyes

"Are you feeling better now?" I asked and look at her

she smiled sadly and said "Honestly I'm not, but i know i will be fine 'cause you're here" I smiled at what she said, i wish i can make you feel a lot better lisa

"Are you going to keep it like this lisa?" I asked and look at her eyes

"I don't kn--" I cut her off and said "Again? lisa you're hurting yourself" I saw her lips smiled sadly

"I know" she said weakly as I looked at her I just felt tears streaming down my eyes

"Just end it lisa, this is too much" I said but she's really stubborn and  just shook her head

"Tell me why? give me a valid reason why you can't?" I said and staring at her

"I can't" she said, can't you just give her up lisa?

"Why you can't? huh?" I asked, i know you can lis but not now.

"Because I love her" she said and look at me "I can't live without her chaeng" after hearing it i just close my eyes feeling the pain of love.

why her lisa.

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-A.S