Do you know? I burst into tears,
every time I am all alone
Do you know, I do care
When I say I don't
Do You know ? beyond this smile
There are a thousand silent cries
Do You know ? beyond this tough cover
There is a fragile broken soul
Do you know? beyond my confident self
There is a self doubting helpless child.
You think my life is easy?
See me through my eyes
Just because you don't see me cry
Doesn't mean I don't
My tears are a secret between me and my dampen pillows
Just because I don't show my pain
Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
I hide it all in the darkness of the silent night
You think I am happy?
Just because I laugh at it
Doesn't mean I am not insecure
Just because I am always surrounded
Doesn't mean I am not lonely
Just because I share a lot
Doesn't mean have nothing to hide
You think I have got all I want ?
I spend hours looking into the mirror
Trying to point out what I wanna change
Every time I say something I think it was lame
Then I give up give up on myself
Because there is nothing I can change
No matter how hard I try
I think I could have done better
I have lost the count of the sleepless nights
I have spend thinking I am not good enough
Perfection and me?
I think we don't even fit in the same line
Then I give up give up on myself
for there is nothing wrong about me but still nothing feels right.
Then I try, try to put it into words
Because you need to know it hurts
Think my life is perfect?
See me through my eyes
-Hricha
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Abyss
PoesíaParts of me Welcome to abyss, the depth of my mind. This is a collection of poems on feelings which go much beyond the single word used to describe them. Abyss is all about the darkness within. It's all about the things in the head of a seemingly n...
