Am I dead?

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Lying on my bed I feel the heavenly embrace of the wind
My knees to my chest
Sleep caressing my face

The anesthesia running down my veins
Making me numb to your touch
The palpitation of my heart's coming to a stand still

Your humid eyes and my damped bed
Drenched in my own blood and urine
Taking away every ounce of self-respect I have left
My love will you tell me am I not dead yet?

You stand there with teary eyes
There is so much I wanna say
I can't my love, maybe I  am dead

If I am you need to know
You were wrong in making me your priority
Your world seems to collapse because it used to revolve around me

I swear on every second we spent together
If I knew how much I would hurt you
I wouldn't let you near
My love am I not dead yet?

-Hricha

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