Five/Nicky/Aidan Preferences || Imagines

Her |n.h|

Based on the song Prom Queen by Beach Bunny

Using my name for this one because I don't want to offend anybody

But if anyone wants me to change it to y/n just ask please

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

Summary: you are Dawns bestfriend, at her house getting ready for your very first prom
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Shut up count your calories
I never looked good in mom jeans

I looked at myself in Dawns bedroom Mirror in disgust

" Maddie, we should twin" Dawn said with excitement as she walked next to me wearing the same puffy dress

Wish I was like you

The only difference actually looked good ,, gorgeous actually

Blue eyed Blondie

I glanced at her

Perfect Body
Maybe I should try harder

I looked back at myself in the floor mirror before turning to my side to see my stomach

You should lower expectations
I'm no quick curl Barbie

Dawn continued playing with her dress in the mirror

I was never cut out for prom queen

Nicky walked in the Dawns room eyes grazing over me before letting out a hard breath before turning back to dawn

"Let's go, mom wants to take pictures"

I looked at him before turning away after a few seconds

If I got more pretty do you think he will like me?

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" Dawn you look so gorgeous in that dress, aww it's my babies first prom"

Dissect My insecurities, I'm the defect, surgical project.

I stood in the corner as Mrs.Harper snapped pictures of Dawn

It's getting hard to breathe

I held in a breathe as Dicky and Ricky's Dates walked in

There's plastic wrap in my cheeks

They were absolute stunning

Maybe I should try harder

But they were no match for Nicky's date

You should Lower your beauty standards

She had the prettiest dress

Her pretty red hair tied up in a tight ballet bun

Her arm tucked in Nicky's

If I'm pretty, Will you like me?

I swiftly brought my hand up to my boring brown curly hair and tried to contain it

They say "Beauty makes boys happy"

Me doing so, Nicky motioned me over for their group picture

I tried to walk straight and not give off any signs of my wooziness

I've been starving myself

" Maddie?, Are you ok?"

Carving skin until my bones are showing

I nodded tugging on the fancy long sleeve cardigan I was wearing

Teach me how to be ok

We all walked to the car

I don't want to downplay emotions

I watched Nicky and his date, walking ahead of me laughing at something he said

They say Beauty is vain

I kept smiling a smile faker than plastic

You'll only be happy if you look a certain way

But inside I was wishing, that that was me up there with Nicky

I wanna be ok

But I could never compare

I wanna be ok

To her

|\|<~A/n~>|\|

I'm so sorry, This is really bad but I tried

And also I'm sorry if this is sad

Also I'm sorry that's there's not much about Nicky

Actually I'm just sorry about this chapter in general

But I like it

So I'm keeping it

For now

~ Madi 💕