Happy? - Updated

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Yams -

Tsukki seems.. different now? He isn't necessarily mean anymore, he stopped drinking, smoking, and abusing me. He went to rehab, I'm proud of him. He's nicer now.

"Yams come here, I need to talk to you." Tsukki said.

"Oh, ok, coming! hold on!" I drank a glass of water because I'm so dehydrated. Then I went to Tsukki.
"Yeah? What's up?"

"Uhm, my mom is coming over to see me, and I'm sure you know she's super homophobic.. and she would literally disown me if she sees you here, I sorta told her you were gay.. when we were drunk."

"... O-ok?"
"So just stay in your room or something, if she comes in go into the closet or bathroom just like hide-."
"Oh. ok"

"Fuck, she's here hide"
"Ok.." I went in my room and closed the door and went to the bathroom and went on my phone. I overheard their convo.

"So, Kei do you have a girlfriend or a wife yet?"
"Oh. not yet, but I'll get one soon for sure"
"Yes, you will. You're a very handsome man."
"Thanks mom."
I went in the bathroom, again when I heard the doorknob turn.

"Yams?" he whispered
".. Tsukki?" He walked towards the bathroom.
"Hey, so tomorrow you don't have to hide but you have to wear a dress and a wig, to pretend to be my girlfriend, or really a girl. You're skinny enough for it.
"O-oh. Ok.."

"Okay, I have to go back now. Love you"
"Love you too.."
"Be more happy for me please.."
"I'm sorry.."
"Don't be! Ok love you bye"
"Bye!.." I sat there on the floor in a corner scrolling through instagram.
Would I really look like a girl if I just had a wig and a dress on?

Will Tsukki's mom believe I'm a girl?

God, enough of these thoughts, it doesn't matter. I plugged my phone in and put it under my pillow. I laid down and fell asleep.

6:00AM
yams wake up
yams wake the fuck up
yams did you even get anything like the wig or dresses?
yams!
tf, your usually awake at this time
FUCKING YAMS WAKE UP

tsukki?
i thought you were getting the stuff

no! ugh why did i even date you, forget it ill just say you couldnt make it today.

im sorry can i make it up to you somehow

you can.. but with something i want.. you know what i want

but..i dont want to not today

oh cmon, it wont hurt too much, i wont go too fast you make me hard just looking at u

If I don't consent, it's rape:/

cmon, you want to

fine...

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I dont understand.. why would Tsukki want that.. I huddled into a ball and cried into my knees. im.. scared. I dont wanna be raped.. I dont..

Not from my own boyfriend...




Updated 2022 — Shorter but it's okay, now I'm tired I'll update more tomorrow.

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