I kept crying till my eyes burned and I had no tears left to cry
I lifted my head over the covers and looked at Rocky
His eyes were red but he stopped crying as well
He looked back at me
"I'm sorry" he wispered
I smiled
"It's okay Rakim, i'm okay" I wispered
I got up and sniffed
I looked down at my wrists and realized they were bruised
Rocky noticed and gently brushed over it
We made eye contact
"I told you I'm okay"
He sighed and went to the bathroom
I wiped away any tears left on my face and checked my phone
I had Rocky as wallpaper
I stared at it for a second then changed into a picture of los angeles
I was never in Los Angeles but it was my dream
It's just so beautiful and inspiring
I didn't know what me and Rocky are but as long as I don't know I'll just have LA as my phone wallpaper
Rocky came back a minute after he left and sat down on the chair which was still in front of the bed, where I sat
"So what now" I asked nervously
We made eye contact
"I can't have you and Jordan in the same house" he started
I sighed and put my hair up
"First of all don't act like you didn't cheat first, and second of all, you can't just kick him out" I said
He was my best friend, he can't take him away from me
"Girl FIRST of all, drop that attitude" he said and I could see him tense up again
"I'm breaking up with you" I said and stood up
"I'm staying with Jordan"
I said to make him jealous
I thought I had no tears left but I was wrong cuz I started to tear up again
But I wasn't just sad, I was mad at him
I was about to leave the room when he grabbed my arm
"We have to do a job tonight" he said with a blank face
"I'll be ready" I said trying not to beat the shit outta him
I went to Janet's room where she was reading a book on her bed
"Hey girl you okay?"she asked and put her book down
"Honestly, no"
I jumped on the bed next to her and snuggled up to her
"What happened" she asked and played with my hair like my mom used to
"I broke up with him"
"I'm sorry boo" she said and kissed my head
"Rakim said we have to do something tonight, you know any details?" I asked so we would stop talking so him
"Yea me and the mob talked about it while you 'n Rocky talked" she answered
"So what do we have to do?"
"So the Cruz family is like really big and they have alot of people who work for them"
"Who the fuck is the Cruz family?" I asked
Since the day I shot these two dudes in the big ass villa, I hear the name "Cruz" everywhere and nobody told me who they are
"It's a long story" she stared
"Well we got time!" I said and looked up at her
She started to laugh
"Okay well, I heard this story from Jordan because he was there from the beginning so all that stuff way before I joined the A$AP Mob.
So he told me Rocky and the brothers used to be school friends and after a while they worked together, and were actually really successful and all but one day Rocky came home from a work aka selling drugs and all the money and supplies were gone, just like the brothers"
I looked up at her
"Just like that?"
"Yup" she nodded
I thought about what she said and tried visualizing it
"So they didn't see each other since that day?" I asked
"No Rocky could find them"
She started braiding my hair
So I got up a lil to make is easier for her
"So what we have to do is really simple" she started
"storm the house, kill everyone and get our supplies back" she said with no signs of nervousness or anything
It was the same thing as last time, I knew I could do it again but it made me nervous
"You know we couldn't find these guys for years, but finally, we found them and all we gotta do now is steal our shit back"
Janet said while securing one braid with a lil hair tie
"Au gurl stop pulling"
"Sorry"
We chilled for the rest of the day and I tried my very best to dodge Rocky and Jordan and if I couldn't I just ignored them
Which was hard because I knew me and Jordan had to talk sooner or later
and i wasn't in the mood for that
But we made eyes contact a few times which was very awkward
When it got dark we put our black clothes on and put all the guns we had in the trunk of the cars
We have three of em but usually we park one car in front of the building for everyone to use and the other two cars in a parking lot near by
This time the house we were about to attack wasn't as big as the villa we attacked last time and had no front yard and no gate, just a big door, but it was still pretty big
We knew if we would use the same technique as last time they would know it's us
So this time me and Janet didn't act like two bitches who wanted to have fun, the plan was just to storm the house through different entrances
My brother Mac was going to wait in the apartment even tho he wanted to come with us but Rocky told him to keep his nose outta our business
When we were done packing the cars in complete silence, we met in a circle and Rocky explained one last time
I stood next to Jordan which felt really awkward, I just crossed my arms and looked at the floor
"Okay so one last time, we park across the street from the house, we wear the small guns on ourselves and the big ones are gonna be in the bags,
Yams, Jordan and Ferg are going to take these bags with us so we can grab one if we have to,
Jordan Janet and Yams and Tvelvyy will use the back entrance, Ferg, Aalyiah and I will use the main entrance.
Y'all know what y'all have to do if they kiddnaped anyone or see children" he paused
"Don't kill them" he said and looked at everyone individually
And they nodded
"Ferg, Tvelvyy and Yams in one car
Jordan, Janet in one and I'll drive with Aalyiah"
I looked up at him
"No I'll go with Janet" I said
He looked at me for second without reacting to what I just said
"No you will go with me" he said in a very serious tone
I told nobody about what happened between Me, Rocky and Jordan yet but they'll find out sooner or later
"Whatever" I wispered and got into the car behind me, which faced the other way so they couldn't see me
ROCKY'S POV
I know she wanted to go with Janet because Jordan was there too
I would do everything to keep them away from each other
I know I fucked up when I cheated with that bitch but Aalyiah didn't have to sleep with my best friend
Aalyiah walked away towards the car behind her, and got in
I took a deep breath
"Okay let's go" I said and everyone got in the cars
I got in next to Aalyiah, she sat there with her fine ass looking like a whole meal with her arms crossed and angry face
I saw that she wore the thigh band with the gun I gave her and couldn't help but smirk
As soon as I turned the car on she started talking
"Why do you want me to drive with you" she didn't look at me she just kept staring at the car in front of us
I stopped smirking
"I know you wanted to drive with Janet so you can be with Jordan"
I snapped back
"So? We not a thing anymore so why would you care"
I didn't answer her questions I just drove off and followed the road
To be honest her words kinda hurt but I wasn't planning on showing her my weakness
In fact, she made me weak
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