Instant Love IV: Situations {Tetralogy: August Alsina Story}

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(A/N: Skippin' afta New Years)

Mariah POV:

Ta'night Aug and I have ta leave ta...finish off tha tour. Afta Christmas we did shows from tha 26th ta tha 30th. Celebrated New Years and na we back ta work. Any time we can get wit our family, includin' Kirk and nem cuz dey like family, we use. Fa tha last...two days. Lil Aug has been tryin' ta tell us sum'n'. But when he tried, Aug and were eitha on tha phone wit somebody, gone, or workin' on sum'n'. And I guess ta'day is a good day cuz he juss walked in tha kitchen where Aug and I were. He sat in tha stool and looked at us

Lil Aug: "I...needa ta talk ta y'all"

Me: "Bout what?"

Lil Aug: "Me and Dee..."

August: "Did y'all break up or sum'n'?"

Lil Aug: "...Uhhh. Dat could neva happen in a million years. We are...fa'eva tied ta'getha"

Me: "Is dis bout ta piss me off or make me spaz tha fuck out?"

Lil Aug: "Uhhh. Prolly both. Depends on how you take it all in"

August: "Aw hell. Imma have ta sit fa dis. Ion like where dis goin'. Cuz usually...you juss tell us shit straight forward. But na...yeen ain't doin' dat. Babe can you pass me dat bottle?"

Me: "Na how you gon' drink in front of me knowin' I can't drink..."

August: "Good point. Can I have water bottle?"

Me: "Dats betta" I said handin' it ta him

August: "Na dat I'm sittin'. Wassup?"

Lil Aug: "How. Can I put dis..."

Me: "Juss be straight forward. Don't sugar coat it"

Lil Aug: "OK. Dee's pregnant"

August spit his water out and I juss looked at him. Then August looked at me

August: "Did he juss say-"

Me: "Yes he did. We heard him right"

August: "Dis a joke right?"

Lil Aug: "Nope" He said poppin' tha p

Me: "Ion know if I should...slap tha back of yo head. Or...strangle you. I think I should strangle you!"

August: "MeMe calm down"

Me: "Nah! I'm not calmin' down. Fuck ya mean calm down?! I can't be calm bout dis! Tha fuck! Afta what I juss heard Ion think Imma eva calm down! Aug I'm so disappointed in you. Like...a whole 'notha level of disappointment. Imma walk away cuz right na. I can't look at chu"

Prolly sounded a lil harsh but dats how I feel. Imma juss sit in tha room and stay away. Dis is a perfect moment fa a blunt

August POV:

I'm so thrown off right na. Afta he said dat, I literally spit out my water. At first I thought I was goin' cray cray. But MeMe confirmed I wasn't. When she walked out tha kitchen, he rubbed his hands down his face

Me: "When she find out?"

Lil Aug: "Three weeks ago"

I took four shots of Vodka and looked at him

Me: "So ha and yo mama-"

Lil Aug: "Yup. Weird I know"

Me: "When did she tell you?"

Lil Aug: "On Christmas..."

Me: "Me personally...I can't judge you cuz I was fuckin' at yo age. But I neva got a female pregnant. Did you use a condom?"

I'm very blunt...

Lil Aug: "Ion know"

Me: "You don't know..."

Lil Aug: "No. I really don't know. And if I did it coulda broke. I wasn't try in' ta-"

Me: "I undastand. But chu know na you're gonna have a big priority, right?"

Lil Aug: "Yep..."

Me: "I'm not happy bout dis. But Imma have ta accept it regardless. Imma bring yo mama back ta ha sanity. She'll get ova it eventually. Trust me"

I get up and go upstairs. I walk in tha room, she pacin' back and forth talkin' in Spanish. I have no clue as ta what tha fuck she sayin'. I close tha doe and right when she walked past me, I pulled ha back. I pulled ha closa ta me and rubbed ha back

Me: "Calm. Down..."

Mariah: "I'm. Tryin'..."

Me: "Babe. Ion think it was intentionally..."

Mariah: "Ion care, Aug. He's 17 years old. And he got India pregnant. Why tha fuck you so damn calm?!"

Me: "Cuz I can't judge him. I was fuckin' at his age. Actually befoe I turned 17. So I can't really say anythang bout dat"

Mariah: "So you OK wit dis?"

Me: "No. But It happened and I'm gonna have ta accept it"

I sat on tha bed and she started pacin' again. I juss watched

Mariah: "Ion think I can accept dis. My beybe havin' a beybe by his girlfriend. Dis makes me feel like-"

Me: "Don't say it, MeMe"

Mariah: "It makes me feel like I failed as a parent! I feel like I failed as bein' a mom, August! Dis is not a good feelin'! Er'thang I done...ta keep dis from happenin'. Failed. It helped er'thang else. Except. Dis. One."

I pull ha on tha bed beside me and wiped ha cheeks

Me: "Babe you didn't fail. You're a great mother. I'm not juss sayin' dat. It's tha truth. And you know dat. Er'thang dats been done from tha time dey were born ta na has been doin' juss fine. Thangs happen babe. And dem havin' a kid is in dat thangs happen category. You didn't fail. You neva have and you neva. Will. 'Iight"

She nods and I kiss ha forehead. Dey gonna have ta talk soona or lata. I can't force'em. When dey comfortable dey will

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How was it?

Juss MeMe and Aug POVs

Prolly some errors. Oops

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