"5021 George, I'm taking heavy fire. I got two civilians down in the north alley behind the building." I heard screams, and when I located their source, I saw Hailey kneeling by the side of a girl that was bleeding heavily. "What happened?" I asked. "I'm gonna call an ambulance." Out of nowhere, Voight appeared beside me. "Spare yourself the trouble," he said. "She won't make it."
I looked at him. "What?" He shrugged. "She won't make it," he repeated. "Also, the bullet was a nine millimetre." I turned back to Hailey and the little girl that had been alive in her arms just seconds ago, but they were gone. "You saying I shot her?" I asked. I was certain I had done nothing wrong, but for some reason, I knew the answer. Yes. I shot her. I started to panic.
When I glanced over at Voight again, waiting for his unequivocal confirmation, he was gone as well. Instead, I was staring at a black man. I felt anger build up inside me because I knew damn well that he was the one who killed those two little innocent kids. All we needed was his confession.
"I ain't no angel, but I ain't no killer either! And I ain't gonna tell you otherwise!" he shouted. Ignoring his words, I put my signature under the committal forms and handed him over to one of the guards at County. I had a bad feeling, but I couldn't place it. We knew with certainty that this was the guy. "You let me know when you're ready to talk," I said. He stared back at me furiously. "It ain't me, man! I've told you it ain't me!"
Out of nowhere, someone handed me a tablet and I pressed play on a video on the screen. It showed the same black man walking inside a building. I immediately knew it was the time of the murder. "Oh my god," I whispered. We had the wrong guy. "Jay, he's gone," a woman's voice spoke. I didn't have to look up to know it was Trudy. "Marcus West. He didn't make it. He's dead."
Just like that, my whole world collapsed. It was my fault. I put him in that place, and I was responsible for his death. I lifted my head up to face Platt, simply because I couldn't keep staring at the video any longer. But when I did, another woman was standing in Trudy's space. Angela. The poor wife of the innocent guy. Her eyes filled with tears, but I could still see the dangerous mixture of sadness, anger and desperation behind them. "You deserve to die," she hissed.
Suddenly, she was pointing a gun at me, but before she got to fire, I turned around at hearing another voice. "You make me sick." I immediately recognized the pretty woman. "Camila." My heart broke at seeing how hurt she was. "Get away from me," she shouted. "Don't you hear me? Get away from me. Now." I knew I fucked up. Not only did I lie to her, I was the reason her brother died, too.
I was suddenly leaning over Luis motionless body, trying to bring him back to life. "Jay." Someone called out my name, but I barely took notice of it. Out of reflex, I pulled my weapon, pointing it at the person in self-defence. My vision was blurry, and my mind wasn't in the moment, it was on the battlefield. "Jay," I heard the person call out again, more aggressively this time. "Jay."
Finally, I managed to focus, but I was still unable to process anything. I was looking at Hailey, who was staring back at me with the most shocked and worried expression I had ever seen on her face. Then I realized I was pointing my gun at her and lowered it carefully. I turned to the dead body beside me, and I simply couldn't take it. This couldn't be happening. It was all too much.
I must have somehow finally fallen asleep, although I couldn't tell if I had been out for minutes or hours. When I woke up, my whole body was covered in sweat, and my head was throbbing. My heart was beating incredibly fast, while at the same time, I was completely calm. I felt guilt, anger, sadness. Everything, and nothing at once. A certain numbness that I had become accustomed to in recent days. What the hell was this?
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FanfictionWhat if you wake up one day and all you know is gone? What if you wake up to be someone you thought never existed? My name is Jesse Lee Soffer. Okay, wait. Let's try that again. My name is Jay Halstead. In the world I woke up to today, Jesse Lee Sof...