let go || j.m.b

part 20

joey's pov

i feel soo bad i don't know what to do . back then before i met kels my life was fine i would go to party , mess around, be the fuckboy i am but ever since i met her it's like i can't do any of that anymore because i .. i just ugh i wish i knew what i felt towards her . whenever i'm around her i feel so much happiness but i shouldn't i shouldn't feel like this at all especially for her. no matter how bad i want her i just can't do this to myself or her . i need to do something to prove that i don't like her and just need to win this bet that's all just the bet . ugh but i can't do this to her i can't make her fall in love with me and just use her to sleep with her to win this bet . i just can't ...

i dry myself as i walk out of the shower

" omg joey " she said looking down immediately

" what " i said as i looked down and saw nothing wrong

" um your just gonna sleep in your boxers " she said as she avoid eye contact

" um well what do u want me to sleep in " i said

" jeans?" i said as she chuckled and shook her head

" well where am i staying " she asked

" oh um you can stay here " i said

" but where you gonna stay " she asked ugh she is soo slow it's soo cute

" here " i said

" but i'm staying here you said " she said as i face planted

" what " she said

" we can both sleep here " i said as she laughs

" what's so funny huh" i said as i jumped on the bed and she chuckled

" okay where are you sleeping actually " she asked

" lil girl are you slow or something i already told you we both can sleep together here " i said as i dry my hair

" wait your being serious " she said

" uh yeah ig why " i said

" um joey i have never um sleep in a bed with a boy " she said

" yeah i think i know that when you told me you haven't had your first boyfriend " i said

" look i pinky promise i won't do anything bad and if i do , don't be scared to bark at me or hit me okay " i said as she smiled

" so is that okay with you " i asked as she looked as she was thinking

" it's fine if you don't want to i can sleep on the couch it's just .... " i said

" it's just what " she asked

" i can't sleep alone when i'm drunk.." i said kinda embarrass

" really why " she asked

" i just have bad dreams and just can't fall asleep " i said

" oh well um it's fine ig " she said

" you sure " i asked her again

" yeah buttt do you have something i can change in these jeans are sooo tight " she said as i looked at her thighs

" oh yeah for sure " i said as i got up and walked into my closet

" pick out whatever u want " i said as she got up and looked through it as i sat down looking at her short ass finding something to wear of mine

" um is these okay " she said showing me a hoodie and some sweatpants

" yeah " i said as she nodded and walked into my bathroom

" uh joey" i hear her say

" yeah " i said

" um what about um a ... " she said

" a what " i said confused

" a underwear ... " she said

" oh shit i forgot " i said

" what size are you " i asked as i got no response

" kels " i said

" huh " she replied

" what size are you in bra and underwear " i asked

" um 38D and small " she said

" okay i'll be back , take a bath or something i have some bath booms sophia left me in there for some reason " i said as i got up and changed really fast

kelsey's pov

" what's size are you " i hear joey said

did he just ask me what size i am in underwear... that's um kinda weird

" kels " he said getting me away from my thoughts

" huh " i said as i looked at myself in the mirror god i feel soo much fatter i need to start working out

" what size are you in bra and underwear "he asked again .. god this is sooo awkward

" um 38D and small " i said

" okay i'll be back , take a bath or something i have som bath booms sophia left me in there for some reason " he said as i heard him changing . where is he going at this time

" joey " i said and nothing

" joey " i said and still nothing i sigh and turn on the shower . after what felt like a good 30 minutes i'm all done . i dry myself and wait for joey

joey's pov
i make it to the mall and quickly go into victoria secrets

" welcome to virtoria secrets if you need any help please ask me or anyone else " this worker said as i nodded and walked into the area where they have the underwear. woahh there's some really really pretty underwear here that i would love to see kels in . i mean what am i saying. i grab some underwear and thongs for her and look at the bra's as i'm looking through them this blonde worker comes up to me

" hey handsome need any help " she said looking at me down and up

" um yeah i'm looking for a size 38D for my girlfriend " i said lying to her so she can back off

" well are you looking for specific ones or just bra's " she smiled looking straight into my eyes . not gonna lie she's fucking beautiful but i just don't want her

" um pretty bras " i said as she nods and pulls me by my hand and makes me follow her

" hey wait this isn't where the bras are at " i said as she push me against the wall and start kissing me . i liked it but i didn't at the same time . i wanted to pull away but i wanted to prove myself that i don't have some type of feelings for kelsey. she slowly starts kissing my neck as she goes down and pulls my pants down

" wait " i said as i looked at her

" what " she said

" this isn't right , i'm sorry " i said

" oh come on , don't worry i won't tell your girlfriend " she said as she pulled down my boxers and went on from there . god it felt soo good but i just couldn't stop thinking about kels .

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i picked out a couple bras for her and paid for them as i was leaving the story the blonde worker comes up to me

" hey here's my number we should hang out some time " she said

" um sure ig " i said as i took the paper with her number and her name .

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