To Be With or To Not Be

Year 2~ The sorting

"well it seems like we've got everything we need for the school year" Y/n's mother took Y/n by the hand forcing her out the store.

"uh bye guys I guess" Y/n said walking out

"what was that about?' Y/n questioned her mother who looked like she might've saw a ghost

"nothing, we just need to go like now. Father will be out soon" she fraincally replied to Y/n

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The feast was just as big as the one last year, if not even bigger. However y/n's biggest worry wasn't if the food was good not, it was sorting ceremony.

The first year students named were called one by one getting sorting slowly.

"I'm sorry Draco." Y/n said holding his hand knowing this could potentially ruin everything. She didn't even understand it, she didn't even imfrom her parents about any of this.

"what for? I really should be the one to" He said but Y/n didn't get a second to reply since her name was about to be called

"Y/N NIGHTINGALE" Dumbledore announced before the crowd

Her friends looked at her in confusion even after she had turned head away from them she could feel the stares on her back. The wishpering was so loud it was like they weren't even trying.

Y/n walked up to the sorting hat an took her place like she had done a year ago. She looked around catching Hermione eyes, she nodded her head supporting whatever outcome it may be.

the sorting hat was placed on her head and took a while but shouted

"SLYTHERIN!" y/n sighed with relfif and could see draco was pleased too but the hat didn't stop there

"GRYFINDOR!"

"HUFFLEPUFF!"

"RAVENCLAW!"

Y/n heart was racing so fact she could faint right there, everyone was looking at her and calling her names. The teachers looked quite confused too, at least the ones that weren't aware of this.

Y/n looked for Drcao but he had his back towards her. Cedric looked rather confused unlike Hermione who smiled at Y/n. Ron and Harry were trying to get Hermione to explain what had just happened.

"please go take your seat" Lockhart said the new Defence Agasint Dark Arts teacher

"umm where?" Y/n bit her lip hoping tears wouldn't fall

"o that, well-" headmaster Dumbledore cut him off

"here with us for now." He said rather clamly like this happens eveyday

Y/n sat next to proffesur Snape, her heart was still threathing to burst out of her.

She wanted to cry but she didn't, she wouldn't in front of everyone.

So instead she repeated what her Muggle friends say to her whenever she is sad. It was stupid but it always worked.

'I'm a bad bitch and bad bitches don't cry" she repeated in her head over and over, at least until she felt a little better

She straighten her back and stopped looking down, and to whoever was staring at her she started at them back.

She acted tougher than she was up there than she really was.

It wasn't long before everyone was dismissed back to their rooms. Y/n waitted for someone to direct her in the right way

"slytherin room Y/n" Snape said from her right side

she nodded and walked towards the room, but before she faced everyone she headed to the bathroom.

She entered the empty bathrooms and sat on the counter closest to her.

She curled up into a ball and just let her emotions take over. Y/n's cried into her legs, her emotions were getting out of control.

At one point she could've swore she made the bathroom shift. The stalls were once in front of her but somehow it was now to her right.

Y/n didn't think too much of it, not that she had a chance since Cedric had come rushing into the bathroom.

"There you are!" He looked really worried

"I'm sorry Cedric, I'm just so sorry for everything" she sobbed

"Sorry for what?"Cedric questioned

"You know the whole sorting ceremony, I should've told you before."

"Believe me that changes nothing between us okay?"

Y/n nodded while Cedric lifted her off the counter and back to the slytherin common room.

She took a huge gulp before she waved goodbye and walked through the door.