Tyler
"Rakimmm" I whined sitting on his lap
"Rock!" I spat tugging on his braids
That earned a groan from him and his eyes to slightly open
"Yes baby?"
I tried my hardest not to smile because he didn't deserve a smile from me
"We gotta talk"
"About?"
"Why you fucking leave me out here alone?!"
He groaned again before looking away, he don't want to talk about it but I do! I mean I was gonna come out the closet for him some day... just maybe not as soon as he wanted me too
"We was fucking 13 kim! I didn't know I was going to be fucking gay!" I spat
"Exactly! But I knew I was and I told you that and you used me as a experiment." He quickly looked over at me
"I didn't use you as a experiment!"
"I loved you tyler! I fucking loved you and for you to just dusk it off yo shoulder like it ain't mean shit hurt me nigga"
I raised my eyebrows at the word 'loved' as in past tense as in he don't love me no more
"You loved me huh?"
"Mmtch, ty I still love you okay? But what you did wasn't right and you know it." He pushed me off his lap
"I didn't do anything!" I spat
"You didn't do anything? You fucking serious?"
Okay I lied I know I hurt him but it wasn't on purpose he can't blame me for questioning my sexuality! He made me start questioning
"What you want me to say rakim? I was young-"
"Stop using that shit as an excuse! You was old enough that I was up in here blowing yo back out tho huh?" He asked sitting up
"Shut the fuck up!" I spat punching him in the chest
"Oh now you mad I'm telling the truth?! Love how you called me daddy and the next day you making homophobic jokes with Taymor."
I tucked my bottom lip in clenching my fist, he just had to bring that shit up
"Are you even out the closet now?"
I wasn't, that went out my head when he left
"You aren't huh? So what you doing here ty? Ian 13 nomo ian finna play these games with you"
"It ain't no game rakim!"
"So is you gone come out the closet for me? You gone tell everybody we together?"
"Kim it's not that easy"
"And why not? Yo ego is what's fucking you up tyler and I'm not dealing with it this time"
