The Unexpected(SB19 Ken)

Chapter 14

Crystal

"Mahal kita" He said and pinched my cheek. I was shocked sa sinabi niya. Nanaginip ba ako? If this is a dream I should wake up ayoko umasa. Kung hindi lang maingay dito maririnig na niya ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko.

"H-huh?" I said ayun lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko hindi pa nag process sa isip kung sinabi. Is that a confession? I don't know should I confess my feelings too? Or maybe he's just joking right now. I was stuck there!!! I don't know what to say to him.

"Ang sabi ko gusto kita" He said and looked away maybe he find our situation awkward now!!! I smiled at him. Am I going to turn him down? I DONT KNOW!! I mean sinabi ko gusto ko siya sa mga friends ko but what if that feeling is only simple. 

"Can I have time to think?" I said and looked away. I'm turning the person na gusto ko? Wow, Crystal... Hindi naman dumating sa isip ko na aabot yung kami sa ganto. I just thought that this will be unrequited love. 

He still smiled at me and sabay na kami nag lakad pabalik sa apat like nothing happend. I wonder kung may alam yung apat dito. Magiging ok lang kaya sakanila kung magiging kami? What the heck? I just turn him down and now nag iisip na ako kung pwede yung kami. 

The following days we often speak at each other. I feel like he's avoiding me. To be honest hindi ako nasasanay. I want his presence, the feeling that he's always there to secure me. Cali is coming over and I said na pumunta siya kasi I need her opinion kung tama ba yung nasabi ko. 

And his birthday is also coming are we going to stay like this hanggang birthday niya? Or even buong stay namin here sa Korea. Wag naman sana... 

After some long thinking napabalik ako sa tamang pag iisip nung nakita ko na si Cali. "Hey Cali," I said and waved at her. She smiled and pumunta na ako kung nasan siya. "So what do you want us to talk about?" She asked. "Let's talk at my room for privacy" she nodded and We were about to walk out of that place when I heard something!

"Grabe dre ang ganda niya" Narinig ko na sinabi ni Ken kay Stell. I don't know what I'm feeling right now but I felt betrayed for some reason. Napatingin si Cali nung nag salita si Ken at tumigil sa pag lalakad. Hinila ko siya pero nacurios ata sa sinabihan ng 'maganda' ni Ken.

"Putcha?!Tara na!" I shouted at hinila na si Cali sumunod naman na siya. Nakita ko rin naman yung boys na napatingin samin pero hindi ko na pinansin at nung naka alis na kami ni Cali dun at nasa tapat na ng kwarto ko binitawan ko na siya. 

"What was that about now Lia?" Cali said mukhang na gulat sa sigaw ko kanina. Hindi ko na siya pinansin at pumasok na muna sa kwarto. Sumunod siya at pagka sarado palang ng pinto ay nag tanong na agad siya. "I don't know!" I said and nag sisi na sa nasigaw ko kanina. 

"Ano ba kasi nasa isip mo at naisigaw mo yun ha?" Cali said mukhang natatawa. "I don't know parang nainis ako but ok lang naman ako. Mukhang lahat naman sila ok. LAHAT TAYO OK!! May sinabihan pa nga siya na 'maganda' daw" I said.

"Nag seselos kaba?" She asked and laughed. "What? Me? Mag seselos ako? Bakit may kami ba?" I said at tinarayan siya hindi rin nakakatulong toh si Cali. 

"You're so in denial with your feelings" She shrugged. "What do you want to talk about?" She said changing our topic. "Well he confessed to me." I said and huminga ng malalim. "BUT LIKE I SAID!!! MAY MAGANDA DAW!!" I said and umupo ako sa kama ko. 

"He confessed?!" She said at gumagawa na ng kilig sound. "Wait are you guys?" She said and gave me a hopeful smile, "What?No!, We are not together" I said at binato siya ng unan. "What? Why not? Are you kidding? Gusto mo yung tao diba?!" Did she ask like 3 questions at the same time?