𝑯𝑶𝑶𝑫𝑳𝑼𝑴 •EDITING•

TWENTY

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Nyjae Alexus Smith
Raleigh,Nc

"Miyah I told you to stop talking to me" momma told her as miyah tried to ask her something. Momma was having a hard time processing that her oldest child was dead and gone.

"Ma please, im sorry" miyah cried wiping her face I was going to say something but I decided against it because it wasn't my business.

Miyah was keeping the baby and hella people was talking shit about miyah's baby saying it was a rape baby and a bastard.

"Miyah go to your room" momma said getting up going into the kitchen opening the refrigerator. "Momma chill out on her, she pregnant" I told her as I heard miyah crying.

"No, its her fault" she said walking into her room.

I pulled out my phone telling dede to come over

I haven't talked to debo in a few days, I called T but he didn't answer I guess he thought that I had something to do with dede sleeping with my brother.

I mean I don't really blame him because they were dating during the time that she got pregnant. She found out that she was actually 3 weeks and her a T fucked each other alot but he never nutted inside of her.

"Can we talk?" Miyah asked me walking into the kitchen sitting down at the table. "Yeah, whats wrong?" I asked looking at her "do you hate me for getting amari killed?" She said lowly I stayed quiet

"Honestly miyah, I don't wanna hurt your feelings but, yea Im upset with you but then again it isn't really your fault, I should've known mimi, you're gullible and you haven't really experienced love the right way" I told her she nodded and pulled out her phone.

"I started talking to nas again, he's really nice and I like him. He says that the baby isn't really a problem with him, im just scared to actually start dating him" she said I nodded

"Nas won't hurt you, syncere will make sure of that" I told her she nodded and I heard her call someone

"Wassup" i heard nas say I smiled at her and got up going to the door as i heard knocking.

I opened it and saw dede, "heyy girll" I said hugging her putting my hands on her stomach "aunties little baby" I whispered as tears came in my eyes

"Nothing is barely there yet dummy" dede said walking into my room i followed after her "Miyah, you can come in my room if you want" I told her she nodded and got up following after me.

We sat on my bed and I turned on the tv going to sponge bob. "What has your mom decided to do?" Dede asked going on her phone

"She just wants a regular service, a balloon release is tonight at 6 at Chavis Park" I told her she nodded it was 4:45 now so I grabbed my clothes and a towel "imma take a shower okay, i'll be back" I said they nodded and I walked out going to shower

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I ran into my room hearing yelling "miyah, are you dumb bitch! You put it in your eye" dede said laughing