It has been a week since Frederico broke up with me, and today we have to show our songs, and i got up and showered and changed into this
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I left the house without anyone knowing, and when i was in the studio, i saw Violetta already there, and i came up to her. "Are you ready for the songs?"She asked me and i nodded"Yep"I said and i saw Frederico coming and i just looked down"Come on"Violetta said and i nodded and we went to the big stage room.Me and Violetta sat on the stage and after sometime of talking everyone was here and Pablo came in"Okay so the first one to sing us thier song will be...Emily"Pablo said and i nodded and took a deep breath (Emily sang like the video above^^) I went on the stage and put the microphone on the mic stand and i asked Diego if he could play the piano and he agreed so i gave him the piano song sheet and then Diego went on the piano and he started to play and i started to sing"All along it was a fever
A cold sweat, hot-headed believer I threw my hands in the air and said, "Show me something." He said, "If you dare, come a little closer"Round and around and around and around we go"Now i looked at Frederico and he was looking at me confused"-Oh, now tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you knowNot really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay -"I looked at everyone else, and i saw Violetta smiling and mouthing"Wow". "-It's not much of a life you're living It's not just something you take, it's given Round and around and around and around we go Oh, now tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you knowNot really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move -"Now i saw more people coming in, and i saw all the teachers coming in too to hear me sing "-Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way And I want you to stayOoh, the reason I hold on Ooh, 'cause I need this hole gone.' Now i started to really put my all into it"Well, funny, you're the broken one But I'm the only one who needed saving. "Now everyone looked shocked, even the teachers.My mom and Pablo were both smiling proudly. "'Cause when you never see the light It's hard to know which one of us is cavingNot really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move, "I added some growl to the word."Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay -"I saw everyone in shock even Gregorio was shocked, and it made me feel good about myself and confident."-Stay I want you to stay Ooh"When i finished i saw everyone clapping and i went off the stage and Violetta runned up to me and hugged me and so did Camila"Omg gurl.I didn't expect that.That was something new.Wow your voice"Camila said and i smiled and nodded"Thx"I said"Okay i just wanted to ask how did you get all of that power like how?"Violetta asked and i just laughed.I saw Ludmila looking at me but when she saw me looking at her she looked away"Umm wow Emily.That was incredible and i don't think anyone want's to sing after that"Pablo said"I do"I heard Frederico say and he went up and he looked at me and i could already feel tears in my eye's and the music came on and he started to sing"I think I need something differentI'm sick and tired of you You don't know what you're missing But I got nothing to loseI hope you find what you need Leave me in your past. There's no point in turning back I ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore What if you did the same and just let go? Don't care about you, now I don't"Now my demons started to come in and i started to have tears in my eye's and i just felt someone taking my hand and i flinched a little bit and the person just squizzed my hand and i saw that it was Violetta"'Cause I know that my feelings are long gone I ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore What if you did the same and just let go? Don't care about you, now I don't 'Cause I know that our feelings are long goneI'm doing pretty good on my own And you look pretty, you're less all alone Ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore Yes, it hurts, I'm all good and you're fucked up"I know that i am fucked up.I wanted to cut soo much right now"And when I find someone different It won't be nothing like us You think you're one in a million To me, you're nothing at all. I hope you find what you need Leave me in your past. There's no point in turning back I ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore What if you did the same and just let go? Don't care about you, now I don't 'Cause I know that my feelings are long gone I ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore What if you did the same and just let go? Don't care about you, now I don't 'Cause I know that our feelings are long goneI'm doing pretty good on my own And you look pretty, you're less all alone Ain't thinkin' 'bout you anymore Yes, it hurts, I'm all good and you're fucked up"As he finished.I just runned off crying and i went into a class and i started to have an erge to cut and i started to have an panic attack and then i felt like i was in someone's arm's and i flinched again"Shh babygirl breath with me"My mom said.I really tried but i couldn't"Hey Em please listen to my heartbeat"She said with a shaky voice so i think that she was crying.But why?She shouldn't worry about me and after sometime i calmed down"That is it"She said and kissed the top of my head and then i saw who was in the room with us and it was Camila and Violetta.I just digged my finger nails into the palm of my hand and i think that Violetta noticed it"Can i talk with Emily alone please?"Violetta asked and my mom looked at me and i nodded.Mom and Camila both left and Violetta put the blind down and closed the door and she came up to me and hugged me"I really have to urge to cut right now"I sobbed out"Hey shh everything will be okay.You are so much stronger then your demons"She said"But Frederico was right.I am fucked up"I said with crying"Hey shh guy's are stupid and they don't know when they can hurt a girl and after the Studio end's.I am gonna beat him up for you okay?"She asked and i just laughted and she took my hand and kissed my wrists"Just please don't hurt yourself"She said and i nodded.
After sometime we left the classroom and Camila and Francesca came up to us"How are you feeling?"Camila asked me"Better"I said and she nodded and then Frederico was coming up to us"Hey don't you dare come even close to her"I heard someone say and i saw that it was Diego"I just want to talk to her"He said and Diego just shock his head"You have already done too much damege today so get lost"Diego said and then Frederico left and i looked down and after sometime of talking Diego left"So what do you girls say about us four having a sleepover at my house?"Violetta asked"I have to ask my mom"I said and Violetta nodded and after sometime i asked my mom and she let me so after sometime me and Violetta went to her house and we went to the kitchen and Olga looked at both of us"Emily i missed you so much"Olga said and runned up to me and hugged me and i just smiled"We came here to get some stuff for a sleepover"Violetta said to Olga when she pulled away"How many will there be?"Olga asked"Four.Me,Emily,Camilla and Francesca"Violetta said and Olga nodded"Okay go upstairs and i am gonna bring the stuff there"She said and Violetta nodded and then there was a knock and Violetta went and opened the door and it was Camila and Francesca and we went upstairs to Violetta's room and we just started to talk and after sometime we all went to sleep.
