My eyes are heavy with tears wanting to drop
But I fear if it drops it won't stop
I feel like there's a hole in my heart with nothing to fill it up
but I still hope that there's something or someone rather that can fill this void
I try so hard to be strong
so that no one sees the pain and hurt I feel inside
that's why I always put on a big smile on my face
And try to stay happy at all times despite my situation
Cause if I get sad it will definitely lead to depression
no one would understand
most times I wish the night doesn't come cuz it's silent always give room for my thoughts to explore on my life's experiences.
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ANITA C
