I am broken
My heart is shattered
My mind is unstable
Negative thoughts are grooming
I'm like a leaf shaking in the wind.
I am broken
It's like every decision I make is wrong
Especially the decision to love someone,
cause it never goes my way
and it leaves me devastated.
I am broken
There's a feeling of being unloved,
even from the ones I love and care about.
I'm aware I shouldn't love for it to be reciprocated,
but I can't help the feeling of not being worthy of love.
I am broken
Feeling so alone
With no one to call my own
Even when I stayed low
No one even cared to know
I am broken
I have done things I swore not to do,
things I despise
Which has now led to my demise
and has left me in remorse
I am broken
I wanna go far away,
Where I can't be found
I wanna stay isolated,
Where it will just be me, myself and I
With no one to love and care about but myself
I am broken
But I hope to be fixed somehow,
even though I'm not certain of when that will happen.
I still await the glue
that will be able to fix me back together.
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ANITA C
