Mistakes

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She already had knowledge that you were right for her. You were the light in her dark head of hers. You made her smile, laugh, you made her forget about the dark past she has. Deep down in her, she knew she would eventually push you away. She didn't push you away because of you, you were great, you were more than great you were an amazing soul. She pushed you away because of herself. In her dark head she thought she didn't deserve the light you provided her. She was terrified that once she completely let her guard down, that the light would let her down and ripped away from her. So she made the biggest mistake in her life to push you away. Nothing good in her life stayed, so why did she think she deserved to be happy? Everybody let her down in her life, some used her, abused her, so she became used to it and gave into that mindset, thinking that's what she deserved. 

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