when adults say "high school is when it gets weird." They weren't wrong.
at least for me.
last thing I wasn't expecting was having a crush on my best friend of 17 years. I wasn't expecting to find him attractive. I wasn't expecting to overwhelming demand to just kiss him everywhere we went together.
I wasn't expecting me having the urge to fuck him.
kidding.
maybe.
when I'm near him, I feel like I'm actually alive, not some zombie that awakes and has the same routine to be a functional member of society.
maybe I want to run away, set this place on fire cause it's were it belongs. in hell cause they clearly don't know what the term christian actually means.
I just to love someone.
I just want someone to love me.
Is that too much to ask for?
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•basorexia• {Dreamnap story} (FINISHED)
Fiksi Penggemar•basorexia (n); the overwhelming desire to kiss "I love you dream." "I love you too baby." •if you want to put my name in a video, please cover my user. I don't want death threats over this. •fictional. I'm doing this for fun. please don't start "s...
