I can't say I'm not in love

Whatever happened between them

Amity's POV

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It was boring to pass time with Bosha and the others. They were only talking bad about other students and how "weird" they are. I don't understand why they spend their time on people that then they are just gonna make fun of.

Afterwards, I just left from Lunch early --- didn't even eat, I just wasn't even feeling hungry today, I guess--- I didn't talk to anyone after that, not until I was in the Library.

Luz: Hi, Amity!

Amity: Oh. Hey, Luz

There was a silence between us for about --- a minute? Or maybe even two minutes, I don't know--- that silence didn't last long though

Luz: Look, I'm sorry I didn't--

Amity: It's okay, you don't have to be sorry for anything

Luz: Amity, don't get mad

Amity: I'm not mad at you, or at anyone. Just wanted to be alone for some time, that's all

[Luz takes a look at Amity and then just sits by her side. A silence room was there now, neither Luz or Amity talked for what seemed like 10 minutes]

Amity: I don't want to get in the way of your friendship with Willow because of me--

Luz: You're not getting in the way, I'm just worried about what happened to you guys, I'm worried about whatever happened between you two

[Amity just looks at Luz, then she stood up but Luz stopped her by grabbing her hand. Amity turns around to see Luz with a blushing face]

Luz: Listen, I'm not here to judge. I just want to try to help you guys solve this problem between you two, okay?

Amity: The reason that I stopped being friends with her is because-- Uh-- because... She's a weak and a loser? my family and I don't associated with... weak people and Losers...

That's not what I wanted to say! why did I say that? How hard is it for me to say it? I just wish I didn't exist right now.

Luz: Why would you have to only be friends with people who aren't weak and "losers" though?

Amity: I-- Uhm... Oh, Look at the time! I got to go back home, haha! See ya again maybe tomorrow. Bye Luz

Luz: Amity! You didn't-- Nevermind. See ya tomorrow

I'm so stupid, I'm an Idiot. If I told Luz she could help me be friends with Willow again! Though, I don't think Willow or Luz would understand. I don't think Willow would still trust me even if I tell her why I broke our friendship.

Edric: Hey, Mittens

Emira: Welcome back home

Amity: Yeah, I'm going to my room. See you guys in the morning

[Emira and Edric worry about why Amity sounds sad, they then decide maybe they shouldn't ask, but they also wanted to help. After 5 minutes, Edric and Emira are found going to Amity's room]

Emira: So, how was school today?

Amity: It was fine

Edric: You sure? No problems at all?

Amity: Yes, No problems

Edric: Just remember that if you want to talk about something, you can tell us. Or if you don't want to tell us you can talk about it with mom--

Amity: Not mom, she doesn't have time for helping me with anything. Besides, she only wants to know that I'm top student at school and that I'm hanging out just with Bosha, Amelia and Cat

Emira: [sighs] We'll be down stairs watching TV. If you want to talk about whatever is happening, then you can come to us. Goodnight, Mittens

Amity: Goodnight

I should've asked at least my sister for advice, but I feel like it wouldn't matter at the same time. How hard is it to tell people how I'm feeling and about my problems? I'm just tired to keep thinking about it.