The Introvert's Diary

Dear Diary: Two

Dear Diary....

Have you ever felt worthless? Feeling shameful? I've been through that. Only I know how I've survived that path all alone. Truth is I wasn't alone, guardian angel of Heaven in human form was with me.

I cried myself to sleep for days. It was a routine for me. Oh and wrist cuts, how could I forget that! The marks and scars could be gone physically but I'll never forget them. They will forever be engraved in my mind.

Suicide seems like an easy way out when depression is threatening to surface. Frankly, I could never do it, not when I knew how much I meant to myself.

Some days I would wake up fine. The world is with me but other days I would be miserable, the odds were against me.

I thank God for getting me through my darkest times.

I thank God for ME!!