The Introvert's Diary

Dear Diary: Eight

Dear Diary

Today I'm at a loss of words. Tears filling my eyes, heart torn apart into little pisces and soul broken, as usual.

People are easy to judge us based on our outer appearances. It's so much easier for a person to say "you look thin/fat" without thinking of how you'd feel.

We are all humans. Bodies of flesh and soul structured to create creatures that are full of life and feelings.

Today I feel broken and battered,
Torn apart and worn out,
Stressed and dying inside,
Worthless and useless.

I wish I knew how to feel good about myself, how to be brave and fearless, how to live life to the fullest.

How to feel good about how I look, how to be bold and beautiful, how to be shameless about my body.

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I'm tired now,
Eveything seems to going south,
Pain and heartache escalating,

Troubles of this world have overwhelmed me,

I'm slowly Fading Away!!