when I like someone;
I begin to wonder
which one do I like more
him,
or the idea of him?the idea of him is filled with things I want to see;
while really,
he's just him
with all of his nescience about my feelings
all of his grim realities
which I seemed to ignore
I'm lulled in my own fantasy;
lost in my own lust;
in my own idea of him.
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the art of liking him
Poetryfeeling is not always vice versa, and that's ok. ( HIGHEST ; #42 in poem )